2 2.Jason or John

My vision got blurry because of my tears.  I heard a voice and I turned to my left.

(Man at the door telling)

'How r u feeling now'(in stumbling voice)

Finally you u u are ....ah...( Hugged and crying) (Happy tears)

I asked him where is Jason !!!!!!

He said

What!!!!

I asked again, "Jason"

What do you mean!!!! , he said

"your brother and my best friend Jason is he doing well nothing happened to him right, tell me 'is he alright?' tell me why I am looking like him come on"

'Tell me.....'

(He is so Silent and looking at me very strangely like he was in trance)

I again asked him....

What happened????

Is he okay!!!!!! (Unable to control my tears)

He said....

"You are Jason, you are my brother.  Who do you think you are?"

"No!no!  I am not Jason, what the hell...what the hell are you talking bro, I am not Jason I am John right I am John.....why are you..."

"(He stopped me shutting my mouth with his palm and said.)"

Wait you are not John, you are Jason understand you don't have any friend named John...

No! no! It is not true.  How can that be possible.  I am not Jason ........oh......

(Baffled a lot)

Okay wait I believe you I am Jason then where is John, I wanna meet him right now......right nowwwwwwwww......

Will you stop this......

(Brother shouted at me)

You understand one thing it is not about John or Jason, now I don't care who you are.  You were in coma since three months and now you just woke up.....so stop this and have rest...let us talk about this later and I will explain you.

(Brother grabbed my hand and pushed me towards the bed )

And said

Sleep, everything will be normal don't worry Jason..... (stumbled).....or John.... don't worry ......... okay...have some sleep for now...(he left closing the door)

I feel so sad and very worried...and also baffled.... about my own identity.  Everything seems preposterous.

Who am I!!!!!!

Am I John

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Jason ??????

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I will get to know it soon.