Godly Smartphone

I didn't Wish for it yet it happened. Will I be alive or dead.? I don't even know if it's the God or Devil who is so bored they are playing with me. I am in Confusion . I tread on Corpses, Irons, steels, Deserts and so many other place yet I could not find the reason why I am doing this. Is it because of my heart to conquer what others deemed Impossible or Immoral. Or is it just to satisfy my heart of a Gamer. ... ... ... I would love if I can continue a lot of it but I need Motivation for this. What'll Motivate me is your Views and if you read it and enjoy it. What would a chef would love to see in the customer ! It is the face they make when they enjoy the food. It's the same for me. Except that I don't Cook but write stories.