Fate of an extra

A young boy could be seen sleeping in a very small apartment . The boy seemed to be in age between 15-16 with average facial features . The apartment is not that good but is livable. The eyes of the boy started to flicker and abruptly he sat up on the bed with rough breathing in his chest . He clenched his teeth and started to rub his chest while taking deep breath.

After calming down , he got up from his bed and started to walk towards bathroom , 5 minutes later the door of the bathroom opened and boy came out with fresh face

He sat on a table and started to think:

(Nill's POV)

I am Nill Walker and l am an orphan, my parents died in a car accident while saving me two years ago .

I clearly remember their faces when they were in verge of death . Bloodied face , with several bruises all over body , my mother had even lost her one hand . But after all this they were only thinking about me .

My mother was lying on a side of the road with slow breathing which was getting slower with time . She slowly looked towards me and said :

"Son, I know you are very scared right now cough...cough b..but don't worry you will find new people who will share your life experience.

You aren't alone there are many people around so be kind and make friends.

I..I..am sorry, I will not be able to be with you from now on, so please son , live a good life."

This were the words my mother spoke that time but I am not sure if they are accurate because I was not in a condition to speak , hear even my thinking was all over places .

My father was a kind man and always cared for us . He died instantly in the accident so I didn't even hear his last words from him.

After two years , I somewhat managed to live a free life with some struggles.

But there's not a single hint of happiness in my life .

I have no friends to talk about anything.

I had always helped anyone in need but what I got in return was harsh truth about reality.

There was a single a person, yes you heared right 'was ' cause she is also dead , she was the sole source of happiness in my life after my parents were gone.

And she is also dead .

I miss her.

I miss my parents.

I don't want to live.

I.. I....