"The girl under dark moonlight" part(1) chapter:- ' should I tell this? '

Everyone knows that only thought of love makes you happy.

But don't want to be in love, but also want to be happy. Well! Yeah, it's me. Things like love , happiness and goodness are now like choices. I don't crave for love anymore causes I don't sit waiting for it. I have came from long way and many more roads still to cross that might time changes and everything will be evolve.

I'm a sixteen crazy teenage. Actually depressed and sufferer of anxiety. I still can recall things that I was perfectly fine till 8th grade , until I meet with a "Devil in disguise" of my life. A lonesome alien from Mars maybe. l don't know. I may seem to be normal but I ain't normal at all...! It's a long story I wish to tell you this....but I don't think whether I can tell u this.

Let's start from the beginning. It was a winter days. I was dressed up with my school uniform. With a grey skirt , a white checked shirt tucked off with my skirt's belt. My aunt tied my hair tight with white ribbon and was ready for school. Opps! Sorry I forgot to tell that when I was 1 years old I was brought up to Darjeeling and my home was in the hilly region . My first school name was St. Teresa school, Darjeeling. I had three sisters back then Tiya, Ziya and me. Everyone look forward to have perfect and amazing experience in life...but mine was from the beginning was exceptional one. My school life started with a car crash! With the most notorious but at the same time one of the handsome senior of mine. I am not try to crushing him just telling . Actually the truth is that I got crush on him by the first day. He was in K.G(2). He was with brown hair , brown eyes , red cheeks and a perfect pink lips . I was the one who always irritate him and he used to wear big round specks so , I called him " Big Nobita". By the his actual name was Finely. When girls would search for , I was weirdo angry on him. I didn't know why because I was just 3 years kid.

Little me was dranking my whole water bottle sitting inside my car while just a mere accident went off which has been become quite often on turnarounds of hilly roads. We had a good days childhood and those golden days rushed within a days in a blink of eyes! From class K.G(1) , K.G(2) .....and if goes on....after 6 years I came back to Kolkata. After coming back here my life started to change totally . Actually I can say it was turning point of life.