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Dying guilty

Author: ar33sha_a
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As Ivy Nash a six-teen year old regular high school girl, gets diagnosed with depression and anxiety, she is also in the presents of her parents divorce, her little sister Amber Nash who is only five at the time, has a very difficult choice to choose which parent to live with. As Ivy is on her knees begging Amber to come live with her mom as her dad is a very abusive and drunk man. Amber chose her dad. Ever since that day, Ivy has been having a very difficult time.

Chapter 1Chapter | Why me?

IVY GET UP YOUR GOING TOBE LATE FOR SCHOOL" mom yelled from all the way downstairs. "K...." I said with my face shoved in my pillow.

I got up, went to the bathroom, did my skincare, my makeup, put my clothes on, and left for school.

Ellie walked school with me, Ellie and I have been best friends ever since birth, we have never had a fight before, nor have we ever been mad at each other. We are basically soulmates.

I had first's with Ellie but that was it, the rest of our classes aren't with each other. "Alright. Settle down class settle down, I will be coming around collecting your essay from last night, page 192-256 must have been read and written in the correct format we have been discussing." "Shit... I didn't do the essay, Ellie what do I do?!" "I don't know, it's your fault for not completing it."

"Wow what a bitch" I thought in my head. "Where's your essay Ivy?" Mrs. Smith asked with a semi angry face. "Oh, about that.. well I forgot about it, and I left it at home" "Well, that's a 0% right there." "OHHH SHIT I THOUGHT YOU WERE SMART IVY!" Gavin said. The entire class started chanting out "DUMBASS, DUMBASS, DUMBASS" over and over and over again. "Uh.. can I use the washroom Mrs. Smith?" "Yes but make it quick" "Alright" I ran to the bathroom stalls and cried like a fucking maniac. Why does Gavin always have to be like this?! And why am I always the goddamn target!? I washed my face and got through the day pretty roughly but managed.

When I got home I heard my parents fighting as usual. But this time Amber was crying, I asked her "hey... what's wrong?" she ran to me and hugged me so tight and I knew something was off. I looked at her face, right then I heard my parents. "THATS IT IM LEAVING" "OKAY YOU ABSOLUTE PSYCHO IM TAKING AMBER, LAUREN" "WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE SHANE TO CHOOSE, IT'S HER CHOICE" I literally felt my heart drop and right then and there I bursted into tears while wiping off Ambers.

After a few minutes passed, mom and dad called us and asked us to choose. I chose my mom because my dad is a drug addict and he gets very abusive. It was Ambers turn to choose, I legit fell on my knees crying my entire soul out. Amber chose dad. At that moment... everything was so blank I felt so numb, no part of me wanted to even live anymore. Amber was my whole life, my little sister whom I was supposed to take care of and now I can't even do that. My whole life fell apart in a blink of an eye. Two birds with one stone, except the opposite. One bird two stones, the bird dies, that is exactly how I feel right now. I want to die.

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