The Trauma you’ve made.

Y/N wake up with dizziness in her head, he feels a soft mattress and warm duvet covering her body, also the scent masculine on her clothes make her feels save.

Its like dreaming for her,

"Am i death? Is this heaven?" She looking to the luxury roof and fancy lamp hanging there making a beautiful light reflection on the wall. She keep thinking she's already dead because of that night.

Y/N feels her body like broken from head to toe, and burning sensation on several place on her skin because of the whip he gave her that night.

She feels relaxed, no more chain attached to her hands and legs, and no more fear she have to faced, all situations makes her more comfort a little.

But all of that disappeared when her eyes catch someone sit on the couch looking at her in silent. In milliseconds everything back to last night.

Y/N stunned with widens eyes, almost like she's been possessed.

"Kitten, you awake?" Yoongi smile softly to her. Trying to be nice to her.

Y/N still silent, but her eyes tell a serious pain inside her, her eyes get teary and slowly tears rolled down like river,

"Noo!!!!! I dont know anything leave me!!" Suddenly She screaming breaking down into hysterics. Closing her ear with two hands, She thought all of this already finish but seems its wrong.

Yoongi takes a breath heavily, the guilt becomes more when he saw she crying in fear like that, Yoongi stands up and walked towards her, slowly he sit beside her in the corner of the bed.

Y/N saw that, she got more hysteric's. She curled up fear. The memories being whipped cames over and over again flashing in her mind.

Slowly Yoongi touch her hands, Y/N yanked it fears, she keep screaming and said "i dont know!!! No!!!" Believe him its hurt him a lot!.

Yoongi even more closer to her, and pulled her in his arms, hug her tight trying to calm her down.

"Im not gonna hurt you anymore Kitten, im sorry…" He whispered with soft tone beside her ears but Y/N seems like doesn't heard that because of the memories being tortured haunted her!.

He hold her tightly makes her to reduce her moves, and makes her accept his hug. Yoongi rubbing her back softly. Make her flinched every single strokes he made.

"Hushh… hushh… easy, girl easy…. Im not gonna hurt you anymore kitten" He whispered when Y/N confused what happens with him, he change a lot?

Is this a porcelain psycho guy who tortured her?. Is he okay? Its totally not! He has a mental sickness!

Y/N hitting his chest, try to escaping his hug. She push him and try to stand up. Yoongi understand what happens, the wound he made its not just physically but its causing a damage in her hearts.

Yoongi loosen his hug, and let Y/N to stands up.

Y/N get ready to run, but she's stunned. Because of Yoongi moves. He knelt down holding her both sides thigh softly. Its makes Y/N more confused what he's gonna do.

"You can hit me, or whipped me if you want… im begging forgiveness to you, Y/N it was a mistakes. Its not you my target is not you, but my brother catch you…" Yoongi didnt stare at her. He keep his head down.

This is the first time he lowered his prestige's as a mafia, only to her. Its hard to do. Because its forbidden for mafia begging forgiveness to everyone, they rather die than beg for forgiveness.

But Yoongi's subconscious tell him to do like that, his consciousness can't control it.

If The other bulletproof seeing him like this, he will be mocked until his dead for sure. Thats why he doesn't want anybody comes to his room before he allowed to.

Y/N cry's started to stop change to little sobbing, seeing his head from above. She didn't understand what's going on? Yesterday he was a monster but now he's like innocent creatures knelt down infront of her begging forgiveness.

She saw her reflection at the mirrors, with him knelt down infront of her. She can't decide what she gonna do. She feels angry inside, she wants to torture him same way like he did to her, but she can't, she way to kind to even do that.

No matter what he's been doing to her, she cant revenge her vengeance. She's a good person.

"Give me some space…" first word comes from her with cold tone. Yoongi looked up to see her face but she didn't do the same way, she throws her face to other side of the room, still she didn't dare to look at Yoongi.

Slowly Yoongi stands up makes Y/N shorter than him, he took a step back,

"Okay, i will bring food and drink for you… have a rest" he leaves the room slowly.

At least she give him a chance for a forgiveness. He closed the door and walked through the aisle went to kitchen.

Y/N stunned for a moment what he's mean by that? She still dont get it what happen to her, who is he? Who's the fuck own this place?!, and where the fuck she is?!, she doesn't know!! And its makes her frustrated.

Y/N realize she doesn't have her phone with her. She just go to bed and lay down closing her eyes hoping this all just a dream.

***

Yoongi meet Jimin on the kitchen. He eating an apple from the fridge with his pajamas.

"Is she okay?" Jimin asked.

"Why do you care?" Yoongi said with flat tones.

"We all must care, She's not a regular girl, she's relate to us!"

"What do you mean?"

Yoongi stopped his move while taking vegetables from the bottom of the fridge.

"Listen, you know the Barrier? Our Man handling all of our privacy data and securing all of our conversations on the air?" Jimin try to describe with serious face.

"Yes, but i dont know his identity. He worked anonymously to us, Why?" Yoongi stood up and started washing the vegetables.

"She is his little sister"

Yoongi stunned, stop doing every movement and stare at Jimin.

"How do you know?" He frowned.

"Ummm, he is my friends actually…" Jimin tells him with awkwardly.

"So you know Who's the Barriers real name?" Yoongi feels curious, he continuing cutting the vegetables.

"Yeah His name is Rei Noah 28 years old, and her is Reina Y/N. They are orphans, living together at ******* apartment floor ** number ***." Jimin spill every single information to Yoongi with no hesitation.

"They're names looks like not korean at all." Yoongi said.

"Yeah they mixed, they're mom is korean and dad from Greece"

"Thats why she have a beautiful face.." Yoongi said with little smile.

"What did you say?" Jimin smirking, is he find Y/N attractive?.

"No…"

"Im not deaf… we're only 1,5 meters away" Jimin giggles.

Yoongi still silent, his prestige's makes him tough like a rock.

Jimin understand, Yoongi still a man, he must be liked her from the first time she arrived but the situation forced him to do something like that. He can tell Y/N is the most perfectly type of Yoongi's Girl, She have a long hair, shiny eyes, beautiful nose, perfect smile, and goddess body hot as fck!.

"I admit it she's beautiful, even i want her to be mine." Jimin teasing him. And right like his thoughts Yoongi automatically stare's him with sharp eyes.

"But I wouldn't.. im keeping my title Romeo with no Juliet" Jimin Bitting his apple,

"I will give you lil advice Hyung, make her stay here until all of her wounds healed. You cant bring her back home like that, cause we'll be doomed!"

"Why?"

"Why? Are you kidding? If Noah knows we make her like that he will furious for sure, he can sell out our private information and data and our big plans to all of our enemies! You wanna destroy this family because he see's his lil sister back home with whole whipped stains and scratches all over her body?"Jimin makes Yoongi silent

Yoongi nodded softly, what Jimin said is true, he can't send her back like that, it will be dangerous for all The bulletproof business.

"Remind it hyung, she's dangerous, no, his brother dangerous! I know him for a long time ago, you wouldn't believe what crazy things he will do if he saw his lil sist get hurt."

"Enough for a tale, let me finish cooking" Yoongi started bored with Jimin voice.

"You're cooking? For who?" He asking with curiosity.

"Who else?" Yoongi stare at Jimin with flat face.

And Jimin know its for Y/N.

"Watch your step hyung, you maybe fallen to her sooner or later" Jimin giggled and leave the kitchen immediately.

"Aishh, you?!" Yoongi annoyed and almost throws the hot spatula over him.

Few minutes later, he finish making a delicious dish. He brought it to the room by him self, its obviously never happened! Even for all his siblings in that house!. Namjoon smirking looking His hyung different today. Hoseok came out of her room and look at Namjoon.

"Look at it.." Namjoon pointing at Yoongi from far away. Hoseok smiling.

"Let he paying for what his done, he must be guilty for her".

***

Yoongi entered the room, he saw Y/N sleeping peacefully. Slowly he put the dish on the table and sit in the corner of the bed.

He can't believe what just happen, all of the mistakes he made causing more butterflies effect. Situation seems like more difficult right now, knowing Y/N is a Sister from his server private network worker, he doesn't know the case will be on high risk.

Because He already treat her so bad, and make her like this. Maybe he is a Mafia, everyone fears when his someone said his name. But still he have heart, its no reason to him torturing innocent people. Its different definitions with psychopath. He owned a big business and cruel world with him, but its doesn't mean he can kill or torture innocent people what ever he wants.

In other case when they're make a mistakes like this its gonna be simple conclusion, he just send the person to nowhere and gift a lot of money to shut the mouth. But this case is different. She seemed to be doesn't pretty much impressed by his luxury room and he know she must be knew how big this house is only by seeing this room. Thats why Yoongi must lowered his prestige's for her.

Y/N slowly opened her eyes, knowing someone sit on the corner of the bed makes her aware a little bit. And she saw The porcelain weird Guy sitting next to her, looking at her with indescribable meaning.

"You awake? You have to eat, I've bought a dish for you." He taking a glass of water and give to her.

Y/N stare at the glass, she can't believe him easyly, and Yoongi knows that.

Yoongi sipping the water a little to convince her there's no poison he added to the water. And its seems worked. She pick up the water and drink it until finish. She must be really thirsty.

And Yoongi hands her a plate of the dish, she take it with no hesitation, but her hands trembling so bad because of trauma and she have no energy left.

Yoongi takes her plate slowly, make her confused and stare him with cautiousness.

"I will be help you to eat, you're trembling ao much…" he said with soft tone he had.

Sometimes their eyes meet each other while Yoongi give her a spoonful food to her. But their stares going on the different meaning, Y/N stare at Yoongi with full of trauma and awareness, But Yoongi stare at her with the most guilt feeling's he felt. so deep down there, his heart felt Y/N is so pure, she's innocent, she have nothing wrong, and sheis beautiful. what a fool he just hurting her with no reason.

few minutes later Y/N finish her dinner, she thanks to Yoongi for helping her eat. he seems relief when Y/N say thanks to him. but its didnt mean Y/N forgave him, no!. how nice him, how handsome his face, how soft his word now, still cant get rid of the nightmare she had about a psycho porcelain guy. Y/N still see Yoongi with his duality.

"you can rest now..." Yoongi smiled to her. but Y/N still cold. "... have a good night Girl...".

"good night..." Y/N pull the duvet covering her body, without seeing Yoongi she closed her eyes hopil these nightmares was joke, and she wake up tomorrow in her room with Noah smile at the door. 

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