9 day 9 why

I knew when Jason said them he mant. Me Rosie, Kelly and Emma, i could see my fathers fist riseing, but he soon but his fist down coz the girl me ran right through me again, they acted like nothing happened,

I could see a dark shadows coming from my father, he was evil but looked like a nice man, then the room went black and then i seen my brother all this time when he stayed he was trying to keep use safe he slept on the floor but the front door, the girl was there btw me younger..... I was sitting with him, he was telling me something i could hear the girl but i couldn't hear Jason he was talking high volume i was but i just could hear what he was saying.

Then a flash i was at my mothers again i was outside and there was Jason he was angry oh my god it was the night he was murdered, Jason was angry because he was not allowed in the house because the social workers said he was not allowed, i was watching from the aide of him there i was on the coach, looking at him i was a 11 then i heated those words the words that's been circling in my mind ever since that night then the words come of off her mouth " go away, i hate you, i don't want to see you again" i said those words at a 11 years old those words broke me and made me full to the floor right next to him but, i looked up,

I could see those words hit him the heart i could see what i did back then the pain in is face, but then he left, i tried to grab him but i couldn't my hands went right through him and that was the last i seen him, flash