| 12 - Loosing Control

♍Andres' P. O. V.♍

I was woken up by a very loud ear-piercing scream. It was Amari.

"What did you do to me!" she shouted and looked under the cover to see nothing because nothing happened.

I haven't even opened my eyes, yet my senses are very powerful. "Nothing happened. Unless you want something to happen, I'll gladly grant your wish." I said groggily.

She started to punch me and like I said, her hands are like feathers.

"You have a perverted mind!" I catch both her fists and open my eyes. I raised an eyebrow. She looked annoyed and also raised an eyebrow at me.

She started to jerk her hands away, but I held them tightly.

"Look, Amari, last night I almost did something to you, but I was able to control myself. What I only did was kiss you, okay?" I explained softly.

She started to jerk her hands and this time she succeeded. "How could you! That's why I should stay away from you! You are a psycho who needs help..." she realized what she said. She put both her hand on her mouth and her eyes widen in shock, while mine held hurt. Is that what she thinks of me?

"I-I-I-I'm s-s-so sorry, Alpha," she stammered an apology. Why does she keep on calling me Alpha? "I-I di-di-didn't mean to s-s-say that. I w-w-was just mad."

See? She's an angel. It was supposed to be me to apologize, but here she is apologizing to me. How could I get so lucky!

I hugged her closer rubbing her back and head. "Shhh... It's okay," I cooed. I heard a little sniffle. She has been crying lately. Is that an effect of pregnancy?

"Don't worry, I won't do anything. I'm never gonna hurt you again. If anything, it should be me to be apologizing in front of you."

I stiffen as she put her hands around my neck, so now she's straddling me. We stayed like that for a good five minutes.

Later, I whispered in her ear, "I love you, Amari."

Did she even catch that or did she just ignore it? I can hear little cute snores from her.

Sigh! She's asleep again.

I carried her downstairs to see the three idiots sitting at the dining table, smirking at me. Eva and Ben are serving the food with an 'awww' expression. I forgot to tell you, Ben and Eva knew about what happened to Amari and me. They don't want Amari to know that they are approved of me being her mate. They don't want her to feel betrayed.

I sat down on the head chair with Amari on my lap. I shook her gently and whispered in her ear, "Baby, wake up."

She flatters her eyes open and looks around. She smiled at everyone then looked at me in confusion than at our position. She tried to climb out, but I held her and gave her a warning look making her look down on her lap. I instantly regretted it.

"I didn't mean to look at you like that," I apologized.

"Then, why am I here?" She pointed at her on my lap. I chuckled at her cuteness.

"Because I want you to be here."

"Aren't I supposed to be helping in the kitchen," Amari informed. "I'm still the Omega after all."

"BABE, omega or human you ar-," it was Xander who was instantly stopped by a possessive growl that erupted in my mouth and my eyes are not in their ordinary color. I don't like the way he addressed my mate. His eyes widen and hold his hands up in surrender. So, is everyone looking shocked, but one particular person who started giggling, the angel herself.

I smirked at her as she continues to giggle. "What's so funny, love?" I asked in confusion and the rest of the idiots does the same which causes Amari to laugh louder this time.

"Yo-yo-your face is s-so fu-fu-funny," she said in between giggles.  The rest of the guys joined her laughter and I just shook my head smiling like an idiot. It was my first time hearing her talk to me, not out of fear and she was even laughing. Let me tell you, it was a melodious sound in my ear that was lulling me to sleep. I closed my eyes as I take in her voice in my ear. She's all I can see and she is laughing.

She suddenly stopped and asks, "Alpha, are you alright?" she sounded concerned which never happens. I opened my eyes as I felt her tiny hands with sparks grazing my cheeks. I stared at her in adoration, contentment, awe, and love.

She stops her hands from grazing my cheek and was startled upon hearing me ask, "Can I kiss you?"

I stared at her eyes and lips from time to time. I snap my eyes at her lips when she absentmindedly bit her lips nervously. I started to lean down, while her eyes widen and I can hear her heart beats fast mirroring my heart racing a million miles. As my lips are almost a millimeter away from hers, as I almost feel her hot breath fanning my hair, a very annoying three loud clearing of throats interrupted us. Amari pushed me by my chest and I did not hide the disappointment on my face. I whined like a child and stole a kiss on her lips when she wasn't looking. She glared at me as I just winked at her. Then, she rolled her eyes at me. Let me tell you, it's turning me on.

When we finished our breakfast, I carried her upstairs to my-our room to her disappointment. I entered the bathroom and put her on the counter.

"What are we doing here?" she asked in confusion as I fill up the tub.

I turn to her shrugging, "We're gonna take a bath."

"No!" She jumped down and walk to the door, but I held her back.

"Yes, we are!" I barked. She huffed and glared at me.

"I will on my own," she corrected. "You can get out now."

I just ignored her and started taking her shirt off. She gasped and backed away.

"I said, I'll take a bath on my own," she protested.

I took her shirt off and pants in two go making her yell, "Get out!"

I stared at her in confusion. What's holding her from me? I've seen and tasted all of her anyway.

"What's keeping me from you!" I hollered. She should just let me. "You are mine and I have the right with you."

"What?" she asked in disbelief. "We aren't even married to be doing this. This is only between married couples and not between someone like us."

"Not in our case,"  I retorted crossing my arms over my chest, staring her down. "Take off the rest of your garments, now!"

I didn't expect what she did next...

*SLAPPPPP*

She just slapped me!

How did she even reach me? Given our height difference, she was able to slap me...hard?

How could she!

And I lost control...

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