I like her

I watched the result of the match and Hong Kong won against Philippines. I was quite shocked. But there are chances I have to play with Philippines, if I get into the finals.

It has been hours and there was no sign of Yoongi.

'Where would have he gone, at this hour? And he has not returned yet.'

I called his number but there was no response. I called his friends.

Me : Hello, oppa, have you seen Yoongi?

Namjoon : Ani. Any problem?

Me : Nothing oppa. He said that he'll go somewhere and comeback, but it has been more than 2 hours and he isn't here. I tried calling him, but there was no response.

Namjoon : Y/n, don't worry about it. I'll call him and ask what it is, and let you know.

Me : Ok oppa. Thanks.

And the call ended.

I'm gonna stay alone. I hate this.

Suddenly, there was a knock at the door. I got scared by the sudden sound.

'It must be Yoongi.' I thought.

I slowly crept to the door and opened it and was a bit surprised not to see Yoongi, but I saw Lisa, along with Jisoo, Rose and a new girl.

"Hey, come in." I said and invited them in.

"Were you waiting for someone?" Lisa asked.

"Kinda." I said and we sat down.

"How did you guys meet?" I asked.

"She was my replacement and we got to know each other, and got to know that she was your friend." Jisoo said.

"So, what brought you guys here?"

"We were about to come to our house, when Yoongi's friend called us and asked us to stay here, with you."

"Thank god you guys came." I said.

"This is Kim Jennie, my best friend."

"Nice to meet you Jennie." And Lisa introduced all of us, one after one.

"Well, congrats in getting to the semi-finals."

"yeah thanks." Me and Lisa said.

"Your dream comes true." Rose said.

"Not yet. It hasn't finished. I haven't heard anything about him from anyone. Not even Taemin oppa." I said, worried.

"Y/n, don't worry about it. He will for sure accept." Jisoo said.

"I lost my hopes on it. It's like never or never." I got up and headed to the kitchen.

"Coffee or any thing to eat?"

"I'm ok." Jennie said.

"I'm good." The others also said.

"Just have it." I said and threw the chips packet to them.

"Don't mind her. She's always like this." Jisoo said to Lisa and Jennie.

"There's nothing wrong. Even I do the same thing." Lisa said.

"Just one day to know the first finalists." I nodded and sipped on my soft drink.

"Tomorrow is the match for Philippines and Singapore. I wonder who would win." Rose said.

"There's no wondering. It's obvious it is gonna be Philippines." I said.

"How do you say?" Jennie asked.

"We beat Singapore easily when we played with them. And it will be easy for Philippines too."

"She's right. They have a lot of strong players." Lisa agreed.

We talked for a while and I got a call from Hoseok oppa.

"Hello oppa, anything important?" I asked, worried.

"I heard about your worries. Namjoon said."

"Oppa do you by any chance know, where he is?" I asked, curiously.

"Y/n, he said he had gone for a work, at his hometown."

"When will he come back?"

"I'm not sure about it. But he will come before the finals."

"Ok oppa. If anything else, just let me know." And the call ended.

"You were the one who hated him first and said he was annoying. Now, why do you worry so much for him?" Jisoo asked.

"Time changes everyone. He has brought me here, to make me who I want to be. He has done everything, for me to enter the semi-finals. He supported, cheered, encouraged, cared, and did everything for me, to get me back with my father. How can I not worry, when he has done more than this?"

"Forget about it." I said and walked up to my room.

I felt something was wrong. Yoongi wouldn't just go off suddenly, out of the blue. Something's fishy. I need to find out soon.

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Hoseok's POV

Namjoon said how worried Y/n was, about Yoongi. I called Y/n and lied to her about Yoongi going out and he'll come during the finals.

Namjoon and I were quite shocked to hear what Yoongi was saying. He blurts out everything while drunk. No one can stop him.

Y/n would be worried if she had heard all this. Thank god he came here, even though he was drunk.

He passed out by drinking too much and Namjoon and I sat down, thinking what to do now.

"What do we tell Y/n?" Namjoon asked.

"I don't know. Who knew something like this would happen?" I said and sighed.

"That Mark.... if I see him again, I'll smack the heck outta him." I said, feeling pissed.

There is no solution to this problem. Don't know what's gonna happen when.

*ding dong

The bell rang suddenly. We both looked at each other and wondered who it would be. It rang continuously.

"Someone open the door!" Yoongi shouted, irritated. I got up and got to the door and opened it, slightly.

"May I help you with anything?" I asked, as I saw an unknown face.

"I am actually here for a package delivery. So, if you just sign here." He said and showed me a paper. I took it from him, signed it and he gave the package and left.

I got inside with a confused look, thinking what it would be.

"Joon, did you order anything?"

"Nope." He said.

"I also haven't ordered anything. Then who's is this?"

"Maybe, Yoongi would've ordered it." He said.

"But if it were to come, it should either go to his house or Y/n's house. Why ours?"

"We have to wait till tomorrow for that." He said and I kept it aside and helped him to get Yoongi to the bed.

*next day

I woke up and started making breakfast. I woke Namjoon and headed to Yoongi's room. I shook him and he opened his eyes and sat up.

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Yoongi's POV

I felt someone shake me. I woke up and saw Hoseok.

"Why am I here?" I asked him.

"You were drunk as hell, but still found your way to our house..." There was a pause.

"And...? Did I say something or call someone?" I asked.

"No. But you spilled the beans.. about Mark." He said.

"Y/n doesn't know about it right?"

"No, she doesn't." I was relieved hearing him say that.

"Yoongi, getting drunk because of this, is not gonna solve the problem." He said and sat down, next to me. And Namjoon joined us.

"Why don't you just tell her?" Namjoon asked.

"I can't. I can't tell her."

"Should we tell her?" Hoseok asked.

"No!" I said, immediately.

"Just don't let her know." I said.

"Anyways, there was a package yesterday." Namjoon said and handed it to me.

"Ah! This? Why is it here?" I asked, cause I remember putting it at Y/n's address, for delivery.

"That's what even we are asking you."

"Just give this to Y/n."

"Wae?"

"These are for her."

"You can go give it to her." Namjoon said.

"He can't. I said to her that he has gone to his hometown and will return back during the finals. He can't be out now nor spotted anywhere." Hoseok said.

I was quite relaxed after hearing what Hoseok said. I don't know whether I can face Y/n now, after what I have done. I know, she isn't aware of what I did, but I'll feel guilty every time I see her.

"Just give it to her." I said and headed to the washroom and refreshed myself. I sat on the toilet seat and tried to rewind what happened yesterday.

'I was fooled. How could I not see that? I feel like a fool. What will I tell Y/n if I'm not there for the finals? Everything is messed up!'

The door knocked and I got up and headed out. Namjoon had come to call me for breakfast. I sat down with them and had my food.

It was silent. I didn't talk anything nor did they ask anything.

"So, what have you decided to do about this? What will you do when Y/n knows about it?" Hoseok asked.

"I don't know." I said and continued eating.

"Yoongi, you need a solution for this. Y/n will be heart-broken when she doesn't see you at the court."

I put my fork on the plate, making a loud sound, as it was silent.

"What do you want me to do? What should I do? Should I go stand at the court and see her getting hurt?" I paused.

"Thought everything would go proper after I saw her, but its the same way I lose her, as I lost my mother." I said and got up and walked to the fridge, took a pack of alcohol and closed the door and sat there drinking and crying.

I lost my mother not only because of her illness but my stupidity. I was focused on the game and didn't realise she was ill, as she kept saying me that I need to win. I didn't get to see her before she left me. Likewise, I didn't get to see Y/n for the last time, before I left her.

I can't stop worrying about her. I feel myself around her. I feel comfortable, happy, enjoying myself whenever I'm with her. I feel like I'm with my mother. She makes me go crazy. I can't stop thinking about her.

I like her. I like you Y/n. But I don't know whether you feel the same now, or after I say the truth. Just don't hate me for what I did. I know I did a terrible thing, but please don't leave me.

I sat there drinking and thinking about Y/n and crying about what I did. I feel bad for taking such a decision. I hate myself for it, how will she react. God, please help me out!

TBC~