*Trigger Warning* there are mentions of rape (I hate it! But the story kind of wrote itself if I'm honest. ) and other uncomfortable and very traumatic topics such as abuse and actual torture as well, please be advised there will be graphic depictions of some scenes, although I will not go into graphic details about rape. Bakugo wants to be the number 1 hero, everyone knows that it's his goal. But what is his wish? What does he truly want in life? Can he overcome his demons to get it? Can he open up and let someone in? Can he do it more than once? Bakugo finds out what having a boyfriend is actually like and he loves it but what happens when his boyfriend changes? And not for the better. Will he swallow his pride and say goodbye? Or will he let his hurt do the talking for him? He finally gives in, he needs the nightmares to end. How much longer can he survive on almost no sleep? Or will he find the perfect remedy? Remedies? Read and find out! Will contain lemons! This is a BL story! Yaoi! Polyship.