Age Is Just A number

How can this be, why should u have let myself to be pregnant for him, how will my family see this? The painful part is f this is that I work for him and his family and nothing but just a nanny. Why me, what am I even saying just like at this come to think of his age am very older than him. He is just 18 while am 20... Find out who this person's are and what lead to her being a mother to the guys she is older then...