Afraid To Be In Love

Many people say love is beautiful. But I don't feel the same way people feel. Many people also say you should feel your most beautiful times during adolescence, like most teenagers and feel love in your youth. Even until I was growing up like now it was still very taboo. But I don't know, all that seems impossible for myself. Can't say why? But what I know is that I myself refused it. And not without reason also I declare I reject it. There was a feeling of fear in me that I couldn't express.