Understanding

Lan Ming's question hit a sour spot in Xiao Lan's heart. She turned her gaze down as she gritted her teeth. She tried to find some words to counter her but she knew in her heart that Lan Ming was right.

She was afraid, and feared the consequences of her choice now. It wasn't her fault as she had seen everything she held dear crumble right in front of her eyes.

That had left a deep scar in her heart and even though Shen Yu had entered her life, bringing joy and hope, her scar didn't heal completely. In fact, it brought a lot of insecurities. 

Because of Shen Yu, she was finally feeling the feeling of being loved. And because of that, she had even set her goal of revenge below Shen Yu in her priority. She didn't care anything about now but Shen Yu. However, that made many questions rise in her heart.