You Know What? Fuck It!

I felt pathetic, I didn't know why but there was something about me that didn't fit into the life of Minsuk. I wasn't strong nor was I cold-hearted, I knew that I had to change because part of me knew that I might be physically strong for my vengeance but not mentally.

I don't even think I can take a life, that was what was on my mind but I knew that I had to.

I was beginning to understand why the gods existed, they existed to corrode my moral compass.

I was weak and I had to accept that, a changed body didn't change that and seeing what happened to Yumi today made me realize that I had to change my naive perception of the world.

I came back for revenge, it shouldn't matter what I do as long as I get it.

I had to meet my stepmom and I walked right to her room, I noticed the atmosphere earlier and realized that Minsuk might not have gotten along with her.

That didn't matter and I knocked once and then twice but there was no response.

I was feeling anxious because I just wanted to sleep and the longer she took to respond, the more irritated I was.

"Come in, Minsuk…" She finally responded, her voice was soft but that was to be expected considering the family she married into.

She had to be the epitome of femininity and beauty or I don't see any sense in her union with this man that is my father.

I slowly opened the door and the air was different, there was this scent of elegance that floated through the air, and my anger subsided with one sniff.

But that couldn't have prepared me for what my eyes saw, I saw a woman barely clothed right in front of me, seated with her legs crossed.

The robe she had on barely covered her enormous breasts, two perfect round melons looking ripe for the harvest.

She looked like she was in her mid-twenties but the way she carried herself showed me why my father married her.

Her green eyes pierced through my soul and her thick lips already made me imagine what they would taste like, they looked like plum but all of this blended in perfectly with her flawless skin.

"Minsuk, I heard you have begun school. Have you made any trouble for your father yet?" The woman questioned but the material of the robe was the only thing I could focus on.

Waiting for her to make that slight movement that would reveal her areolas to me.

But frankly, I had enough and my mind was still reeling from everything I had seen today.

"Why would I make trouble for my father? Is this why you called me here?" I asked sternly. 

Heck, even I was surprised but there was a theory I came up with.

As long as I followed the gods' quest, my individual choices wouldn't derail my quest for vengeance and that meant I didn't need to censor anything I said.

I wanted to test it out on this woman, she was beautiful but the way she looked at him.

She looked at me like she was disappointed in me like I was some piece of trash she found on the road. I knew this look all too well and I resented it.

She wasn't better than me, if anything she was a bitch that married into a rich home because she was blessed with features that caught the attention of men.

But I realized that my anger wasn't directed at her, it was Chae-won and I realized I couldn't hold back anymore.

"No more holding back…" I muttered to myself but it was barely audible to my stepmom.

"What was that?" She asked, trying her best to be attentive.

"If it was for your ears, don't you think you would have heard it?" I responded. I was rude but the adrenaline rush I felt from not having to follow the rules could easily give me an erection.

"Don't call me back here if it is stupid stuff you want to talk about," I continued before walking out of the room, slamming the door before she could respond.

This rage, I needed an outlet and who better than Chae-won. I went to my room and flipped through my phone until I found her name. To my surprise, she had already messaged me.

[Hey Minsuk, I'm so sorry about today but I didn't know you were that Minsuk… It caught me off-guard so I freaked out, I would like to make it up to you <3]< p>

The message read and I was stunned by what I had read, this disgust came with it.

I wanted to see Chae-won in a new light, maybe then I could understand why she did what she did but there was no excuse for that.

She did it because she thought I wasn't worth it but how would she feel if the roles were reversed?

I had to keep my revenge on standby because I knew if I messed up right now, there was no way I would complete the final task from the Goddess of Beauty.

I kissed my teeth and left her on read, I wanted her to know I left her because I knew girls had fragile egos.

They were so used to being the ones turning guys down that a girl turning them down hurt their egos a lot more.

-

The next morning came along and just like the day before, I was in school before I knew it but the stares I got weren't as intense as the first day.

I liked that but I realized I had to get serious and luckily for me, I saw Jun soon after I entered the building, knowing that my status was far greater than his both in school and the outside world, this would be a good place to start.

"Hey, you're in my class, right?" I questioned Jun but he looked behind himself to make sure I wasn't talking to anyone else.

"You noticed me?" Jun blurted out, clearly surprised that I had registered his existence.

"Of course I did, I wanted to ask if I could get some advice on how to make friends. It is rather difficult," I said, to get to Bong I had to establish his weak spot.

That was this bland motherfucker called Bong.