Goddess of Creation and Destruction

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Like a super Saiyan i screamed out, the sound, normally unable to be projected in space due to a lack of atmosphere, billowed out and spread my scream of anguish throughout the solar system. Asteroids that were in relatively close proximity melted with the heat of my transformation as the final percent of my Deification finally emerged on the system prompts.

Every fibre of my physical body disintegrated as my consciousness was projected back in time to the very creation of reality. Numerous miniature lights matured and grew in size as the void surrounding it all began to try and snuff out the flickering lights.

Some were consumed as others projected such an intense light that it expanded until it was ten times larger than other lights. Soon enough this eternal fight was joined by numerous colours, green, blue, yellow, purple, red, pink and opal. The colours combined with the light to fight the darkness causing the lights to rapidly subsume the darkness around them and expand into colossal size. This continued until all of a sudden the 'light' exploded.

A spatial anomaly of incomprehensible size forming in abstract shapes, concepts and times. Shapes changed on a whim as the logical pathways for the energy of the anomaly changed on a spur of the moment. I tried to have a deeper look at this anomaly, but failed as my visions panned outwards for an immeasurable distance. 1... 2...3... 4... A-an infinite amount of these anomalies forming and collapsing at any given moment. The one below the centre of my vision pulsed ever so slightly in the all consuming darkness.

"Ughhh..."

I was yanked out of the vision as i felt my body once more, the burning core of my being melting my flesh and reforming it until it was good enough to house my ascended soul. Star light blead out of me and contended with the blue sun of Athos's solar system. The very space around me had cracked, the warp slowly spilling into my very being as my body consumed it as if it were a mother's breast milk after being born.

Scorching pain filled my throat and my lungs as they reformed, stronger, better and ultimately superior in all construction to my previous organs. This process continued in an excruciatingly slow period of time, my screams still echoing across the star and beyond.

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The fire that had been emitting from me slowly receded after what seemed to be hours. Bright runic patterns stretched for as far as the eye can see, space was no longer darkness but aglow with black and purple light. Moments later it finally receded, my body finally forged and condensed into my previous stature. Every movement felt like it was packed with enough power to obliterate planets. Space was as easy to breathe in as the atmosphere of Earth. The sun's radiation comforted me as it drew tingles from my flesh that made me feel at home.

I looked at the space around me. The warp had been pushed back and mended as the numerous asteroids and miniature moons i had affected were naught but cosmic dust. I moved my hand slowly through space, the spatial supports of the material plane struggling to stop me from tearing them apart with every movement. I activated my En and was astounded by what i saw. 

My Rinnegenkugan had now become always active within my eyes, the Ouroboros spinning and twirling as if it was alive within my eyes. My hair had become longer and was stretched out above my head. My body was the major change as i had gained an eight pack on my abs and every inch of my body felt perfectly balanced and proportioned for max seduction, combat efficiency and comfort. I felt my senses expanded way above what i previously had, i could see the layers of dimensions stacked upon each other, their connections to other parts of space-time and the affects it would have if i destroyed even a single one. Not only that but i could feel the life throughout the multiverse i was in, not observe them but feel their presence.

I looked at the back and front of my hand slowly as I snapped my fingers and I reappeared back on Atlantis, behind Jean and Illyana that were looking at Oceana in worry as she cried openly whilst shouting my name.

"E-emelia... why? Why did you go through with it?"

She looked at me, Jean and Illyana turning to look at my naked figure next, causing them to blush heavily. I appeared directly in front of Oceana and before she could say anything gave her a huge kiss on her lips before breaking it off seconds later.

"I won't die easily, you know that and this was necessary. It would have had to happen any way..."

"Idiot, you should have told us!" 

I looked at Illyana in surprise as she tackled me to the floor and hugged my naked body. I was feeling awkward being naked in this situation but decided to ignore it because it was only my women there with me. Jean, surprising me, helped peel Illyana off and calm Oceana down as I was allowed to stand up again.

"Don't take this as a free pass, what you did was exceedingly stupid and selfish, you should have at least asked us or consulted us about this before rushing off an doing it... I know you are very powerful and all but your actions have consequences and one of them is to make us worry. So, next time, fucking talk to us..."

I looked down at the ground, feeling my stupidity in spades, currently i was feeling really put off because i was super excited about my ascension and they said it was really bad... The worst part about it was that they weren't wrong, i should have asked them but i didn't because i knew they would probably tell me to wait. Desperation and revenge is never a good mix. I looked at an imaginary camera trying to emulate Deadpool, unfortunately there were no cameras, only the confused looks of Jean and Illyana staring straight at me whilst Oceana struggled to not laugh at my attempt, her tears all but shrivelled and gone now that she knew i was perfectly safe.

"I-i get it... I fucked up..." 

I teleported away to the top of the tower and began to sulk slightly as i felt all of my women looking at where i was with conflicted emotions. 'Doomed if you do, doomed if you don't...'

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(Illyana's Perspective)

She disappeared in front of me, her sadness clear from her face as she left. I felt really bad for overreacting but i couldn't take back what i said. She needed to know that her actions have consequences and that we were an important...

I still felt really bad. I looked at Jean who was also looking at the space she was standing moments before. She had a pained expression as she frowned deeply, her hands shaking slightly. I turned to Oceana and she seemed okay if a bit depressed about the situation.

"Why are you depressed Oceana?"

She looked at me with a fraction of amazement before shaking her head slightly.

"We shouldn't have been so hard on her, she does all this for us... She saved me from the evil entity that brought us here. She saved you from Belasco and Limbo's control. She saved Jean from the Phoenix and yet we still treat her as if she doesn't understand anything... Maybe she understands more than she lets on and she is merely presenting a façade to us so that we can stay comfortable. During my time with her i found that she acts stupid to put up a veneer over her own self-confidence issues, she does think things through but usually tried to convince everyone of her inadequacy do that she can be around people more and get closer to them, because no matter how much people put her down it is no where near the amount of self criticism she has."

I was stunned as i listened to her long winded speech but was ultimately left reeling as i considered that it wasn't Emelia that didn't know but maybe her and Jean that underestimated the worth of Emelia. 

'Have i been living such a sheltered existence that i couldn't understand her emotions?'

I felt pain, severe emotional pain, tears slowly cascading from my eyes as Jean also let out some tears as we all considered our actions and words and how they may have effected Emelia. It got worse the more we thought about it... 

'We need to apologize... That was way too far of a lecture to someone we love who had been protecting us and caring for us all since the very first time we met.'

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What is a harem without a little drama amongst the group...? 

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