Feel queer

Georgina's POV

Drettt... drettt...

The vibrating sound of the cell phone with the ringing of Taylor Swift's song entitled Lover awakened my soul, making me immediately open my eyes and glance around. I was silent, gathering my energy and awareness so I realized that now I'm still in the music room on the rooftop of the mansion.

"Leo ..."

I sat up and glanced around the quiet surroundings where Leonardo should have been here but he wasn't.

"He just left?"

I'm getting annoyed, can not accept all this. how could he leave without waking me up?

"Once it sucks, it always sucks!" I said in annoyance, immediately got out of bed and picked up my clothes that were scattered on the floor.

I put my clothes back on while remembering what I and Leonardo did last night. somehow I feel crazy, and weird, and didn't expect to have done that, letting him enjoy me Even though I know he sucks, even now he just left.

"He must think I'm cheap, I'm low, I'm a bad girl!"

I grumbled until I found my cell phone lying on the floor and it kept ringing. I immediately took it and it did not ring again. the missed call was from a contact number named "Mr. Dumb Cat" which is Leonardo's contact number. I deliberately kept it with that incredible name because for me he is indeed odd and annoying. I see there are several incoming messages from him.

Mr. Dumb Cat: Hey, sorry I left without waking you up. Mom suddenly came and called me. we couldn't leave the room together so I went ahead.

Mr. Dumb cat: Are you awake?

Mr. Dumb cat: It's already 09.00, Are you still sleeping?

Mr. Dumb Cat: gosh why didn't you reply? did you faint from hunger there?

Mr. Dumb cat: uh, damn! reply me!

Mr. Dumb Cat: okay it's fine if you don't want to answer me, but for sure now quickly put on your clothes. don't let Mommy come there and see you naked. it can be very fatal!

Mr. Dumb Cat: I'm going to the office now...You don't need to come if you want to rest...

A frozen feeling hit me, disgusted by his last words. he wants me to Rest as if I'm a whore who is exhausted after making love to her master? Why, why is he treating me like this? For some reason, I don't like this, he just leaves and wants me to rest as if he's satisfied? but, actually he's right, I should take a break, but...

"Humph ... to hell with all this!" I cursed, I don't know what I want but for sure I don't like his attitude.

knock knock knock...

I rolled my eyes when I heard a knock on the glass door.

"That must be Mrs Camille!" I said panicked, immediately fixed my clothes and hair, then walked to the messy music room with drink bottles and used food plastic on the table.

I headed for the see-through glass door until I saw Mrs. Camille standing on the other side as if she was waiting for me. I immediately opened it nervously.

"Georgina..." she smiled at me, while I couldn't help but smile awkwardly, feeling embarrassed by the messy appearance that I hadn't even washed my face or brushed my teeth, and I wanted to pee.

"Sorry... I woke up late," I said, holding back the urge to pee.

"It's okay ... Leonardo already said that you don't need to go to the office today anyway," she said calmly.

I just smiled awkwardly, don't know what to say but I want to pee, I can't concentrate now.

"You better go back to your room, take a shower and get ready for breakfast. I have cooked something special for you," she said.

"uh, yeah... that's how it should be," I blurted out, unable to hide what I wanted now.

"Okay, I'll ask Olla to clean up this room..."

I just nodded, then immediately walked towards the stairs while Mrs Camille entered the room. I'm in a hurry, but considering what happened last night, I'm worried that she sees signs of lovemaking on the bed.

"Ah, I don't know. I have to pee!" I said annoyed, rushing across the stairs holding my phone.

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At 10 o'clock, I had taken a shower, felt fresher by wearing white shorts combined with an oversized white sand shirt and just letting my hair down because it was still a bit wet.

I took my cell phone from the TV table, then unplugged the charger cable that was still plugged in. I turned to walk towards the couch while seeing that there were several incoming messages from Sebastian. He... he texted after what he did last night? I didn't expect it, and suddenly I was pounding, suddenly worried if he wanted to end our relationship because he was more comfortable with that wild girl!

"I'm not ready to end our relationship, I'm not ready and never was!" I said worriedly, then ventured to open the message.

My Love: Honey?

My Love: I hope you are well ...

My Love: I have something to say... I hope we can meet this afternoon.

I paused, increasingly anxious, curious about what he would say this afternoon. I was afraid that he wanted to end our relationship, but when he called me "honey", it made me think that he still loved me. but he shouldn't be dating another girl, but now it all balances out too because it's like I'm already dating Leonardo.

Knock knock knock...

My attention was diverted to the sound of a knock on the door from outside. I quickly got up from the couch and walked to the door and opened it.

"Mrs. Camille..."

"Let's have breakfast while the food is still warm," Mrs Camille said with a frown. "Looks like you drank too much last night. now you have to eat to boost your energy.. you'll get a stomachache if you don't keep up with eating and drinking alcohol!" she continued seriously.

I immediately nodded, wondering if she had entered the room and suspected that me and Leonardo had made love. but I can't ask and I'm also embarrassed.

'Okay, I have to act normal while she also acts normal. Or maybe she just doesn't suspect anything!' I thought, convincing myself.

We walked across the stairs to the ground floor, then continued to the dining area. There, I had breakfast with spaghetti topped with large meatballs, then there was also a fruit salad that looked fresh.

"I didn't expect you to spend the night with Leonardo," she said.

"um..." I immediately slowed down my eating activity. "So you know?"

"Yeah..." she shrugged. ."That's great... to be honest I'd rather see him with you than his girlfriend. His girlfriend is so slutty!" she continued, even vilifying Zoe.

I just smiled dryly, do not know what to say. .but I didn't expect that she likes to see me with Leonardo, so what if she finds out that we've made love? maybe she will think we have a relationship?

.'No no no ...' I went back to eating after remembering Leonardo's attitude this morning. "We're just trying to end our fight and be friends... nothing more."

"Yeah...at least it's better." she smiled faintly.

I was silent, back to eating but my attention was diverted to my vibrating cell phone. I immediately took it and saw a message from Sebastian.

My Love: Honey... why not reply?

My Love: we have to meet because I have a plan... we have to talk!

I sighed, feeling annoyed but also in love with Sebastian. his attitude was as if he didn't realize that he had hurt me last night, or maybe he didn't realize because he didn't see me last night.

"What is it?" the question distracted me and looked at Mrs Camille. "Have you had a problem with your boyfriend?" she asked again.

I nodded stoically.

"It's best if you want to settle things with him then he should come here...I and anyone won't forbid it, but if you have to meet secretly, I don't like it," said Mrs. Camille with a serious look.

I looked down, feeling sad and embarrassed remembering when the weekend just went away without the knowledge of Mrs. Camille and the others.

"Excuse me ..."

"It's Okay ... but don't repeat it, you have to respect the boundaries set by your parents. They do it for your good because they don't want naughty boys to take advantage of your innocence. If he loves you, then he has to come!" she said casually, but the end was firm.

"Yes, Mrs..." I nodded and said in my heart, 'but when my parents set limits and didn't want bad men to take advantage of my innocence, the men they believed could take care of me were the men who used me. that's Leonardo. maybe last night he was just using me.'

"I won't get in the way of your relationship... I know how you feel. But let him come here... I won't tell your parents," said Mrs. Camille, who again distracted me. "He should show some courage... not keep dating you in secret!" she continued.

I was speechless and felt what she said was true. Sebastian must apologize for his mistakes to me, and show his courage to be in a relationship by showing the struggle of his love for me.

'He had to come here!' I thought, immediately took my cell phone and sent a message to Sebastian.

Me: come to the McCartney family mansion ... today I'm not at the office. I'm waiting ...

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