It was the second day of the culture festival.
Amane was on shift in the afternoon, so he was free all morning, but…
"I haven't been to my alma mater in a long time, but it's just like it always
was. They've done some reorganizing, but the atmosphere is just the same."
Amane's father, Shuuto, who they hadn't seen since summer, mumbled to
himself as he stood in front of the doors looking up at the school building with a
smile.
Standing there next to him, or more accurately, snuggled up right beside him,
Amane's mother, Shihoko, was also smiling gently. "I suppose we haven't
visited since Amane's entrance ceremony," she remarked.
As always, they were being affectionate. Amane was used to it, but it was
attracting some attention from the people around them, and Amane wished
just a little that he could put some distance between himself and them and
pretend like they were not related.
Of course, Mahiru was hanging on his arm, stopping him from going
anywhere. The look in her caramel-colored eyes was warm, and told him to
resign himself to it, so there was nothing Amane could do.
"…Um, so, do we also have to walk around with you?"
"Oh, how can you say that when we haven't seen you in months?" his mother
exclaimed. "What a terrible son you are."
"I'm too old to hang around with my parents."
"Don't be ridiculous… Ah, could this be the sort of hateful rebellion against
doing things with your parents that so frequently occurs in adolescence?"
"I don't hate you…you just stand out."
At the present moment, they were very conspicuous.
It was clear to see that the two of them were a youthful and well-matched
couple. One rarely saw middle-aged couples that were as flirty as they were.
Amane knew that if his classmates saw them, he would get teased about it
later, so if possible, he didn't want to walk around with them.
Mahiru, on the other hand, had apparently never had her parents participate
in a school event, and she must have been happy that Shihoko and Shuuto had
come, because she seemed to want to walk around with them.
Amane felt guilty disregarding her meager request, since he knew about her
family history, and if it would make his girlfriend happy, he was prepared to put
up with it, but still, embarrassing things were embarrassing.
"…Do we really stand out?" his mother grumbled. "I think you two are plenty
conspicuous yourselves."
Then she looked at Amane and Mahiru, who were snuggled close together,
and smiled in satisfaction.
Somehow or other, Amane knew that her look was one of both amusement
and encouragement, and he could feel his cheek threaten to start twitching.
"…Even so, between a couple of students and a pair of parents, the parents
stand out more."
"Well, that may be true," his mother admitted, "but it doesn't change the fact
that you do stand out. In fact, you're showing off, aren't you?"
"We are not… Anyway, listen, you want to go around to the different snack
stands, right? Well, we have our shifts this afternoon, so if we're going, let's
hurry up."
"Oh, so you're going to come with us?"
"Yeah, as a chaperone."
"I don't know, I think there's a chance that you two might be more
passionately in love. Right, Shuuto?"
"Ah-ha-ha, she's right!"
His father's friendly, gentle smile never faded. Amane held his head in his
hand and let out a soft sigh.
Unlike his mother, Amane's father didn't tease them, which made things
more difficult because Amane couldn't strongly object or argue with him. It
would throw the whole mood off, so he couldn't talk back to sharply, or even at
all.
"…Just tell me where you want to go first."
"Let's see. We'll get to see where you and Mahiru are working this afternoon,
right? So if we set that room aside for the moment, I think I'd like to see some
of the shops that are selling handmade goods, since we're here. The pamphlet
said that the handicrafts club and the industrial arts club have booths."
"I guess I can show you where those are."
For now, the best thing to do would be to hurry up and fulfill his father's
request.
If they stayed where they were, they were just going to needlessly attract
even more attention, so ultimately, Amane compromised. He put his arm
around Mahiru's back, who was gazing up at him lovingly, and urged her
forward with a little push, and they went into the school building.
"Your parents are super close, huh, Fujimiya? Just like you guys," Ayaka
chuckled.
She was watching Amane's parents, who were looking at the handicraft club's
handmade merchandise as they expressed their harmonious relationship with
their whole bodies.
Ayaka was working as a shopkeeper. Amane didn't know much about which
clubs his classmates belonged to, but apparently Kido was in the handicrafts
club, and it was currently her turn to mind the store.
"I was convinced you were the manager of some sports club or something,
Kido…"
Amane, who had been keeping a certain distance from his parents, stared at
Ayaka, who was wearing an apron that was apparently handmade.
This was a girl who had publicly declared her attraction to muscular bodies
and talked about how much she loved muscles all the time, so Amane had been
certain that she must be a manager for one of the sports clubs. He'd imagined
her taking every opportunity to be where the boys were and look at their
muscles, so it was a surprise to find her in the handicrafts club.
"Well, there's nothing illegal about a healthy appreciation for muscles. But
unfortunately, I'm flying solo right now. Besides, Sou would get pouty."
"Kayano would?"
"He doesn't think a thing of me looking at guys who are professional
bodybuilders on TV or in photographs, but, well, he told me to quit drooling
over other students."
"I feel like that's less jealousy and more concern for your reputation, Kido."
Kayano probably didn't want other people seeing a cute girl gazing spellbound
and almost drooling over somebody's muscles. Especially if that girl was his own
girlfriend.
But Ayaka seemed to object and puffed out her cheeks sharply.
"How rude! I'm very choosy about who I ogle, you know."
Ayaka insisted that she didn't ogle just any set of pumped-up muscles, but she
didn't deny the ogling itself. Instead she put her hands on her hips and threw
out her chest.
"Well, I'm in the handicrafts club because my dad's always begging me to
please act more ladylike, but… Actually, I guess the main reason is because I get
to make clothes for Sou myself, and even take his measurements in person to
do that."
"Whoa, you're hardcore…"
"Th-there's nothing wrong with that, is there? I—I mean, look at Miss Shiina,
she seems like someone who would personally make you some clothes if you
stripped and let her take your measurements."
"Please don't give Mahiru any indecent ideas."
If anything, Mahiru would get embarrassed and refuse to look at Amane's
naked body, so she would never want him to strip in the first place. He wouldn't
know what to do if she started acting like Ayaka.
Amane did not bother to hide his exasperation when Ayaka looked
disappointed for some reason. Just then, Mahiru, who had been looking at
crafts with Amane's parents, came over to them and cocked her head
questioningly.
"You were deep in conversation over here. What are you talking about?"
"Oh, about how happy you would be if Fujimiya stripped."
"No way that would make her happy. Right, Mahiru?"
"S-something like that would…not, I don't think."
"Why was that such a weak denial?"
He'd expected her to deny it forcefully, with a bright-red face, but her denial
had been a little bit hesitant, and Amane couldn't hide his surprise.
"Oh, have I finally convinced Mahiru of the appeal of big muscles?"
"Don't say weird things like that, please. And it would be great if you wouldn't
give Mahiru any weird ideas, either."
"All I ever did was talk about how great they are. I'd like it if you would not
call the beauty of the human body a 'weird idea'. I think it's offensive to say
that admiring the result of someone's hard work building their body and
refining their physique is a 'weird idea'."
"Uh, right, sorry."
Ayaka lectured him with an unexpectedly serious face, so he apologized on
instinct.
"…Yeah, but even so, what are you going to do if you awaken something in
Mahiru?"
"Couldn't you just get naked?"
"I'm not doing that."
He could see that Mahiru was visibly overheating, so he wasn't going to take
anything off. He had no doubt that she wouldn't be able to make eye contact
with him for a while.
He glared at Ayaka, telling her that not everyone wanted to see naked bodies,
but Ayaka didn't look the least bit ashamed. With a grin, she mumbled, "But I
bet Miss Shiina would like to see…"
Mahiru, meanwhile, was shaking her head back and forth, and her face was
red, so Ayaka was probably being ridiculous, when she imagined that anyone
else was like her.
Mahiru, who seemed like she was about to boil over, mumbled, with
trembling lips, "I hardly ever even think about such vulgar things."
"Oh, so you do think about them at least a little?" Ayaka prodded, and Mahiru
zipped her lips up tight.
Amane, for his part, pretended like he didn't hear anything. In Mahiru's case,
it was probably because she was interested in her sweetheart. He had to
believe that it didn't come out of some prurient interest, like with Ayaka.
"My, my, it looks like you're having a fun conversation!"
While Amane was thinking about how to soothe the bright-red Mahiru, his
parents walked over, wearing relaxed smiles. Apparently they had purchased
something they liked, and they were putting their purchase in a bag.
Ayaka seemed surprised by their sudden appearance. After blinking several
times, she straightened up in her seat, and put on what was probably her best
customer service smile. It was a sophisticated one that didn't reveal the
slightest hint of the grin she had been wearing during their earlier discussion.
Amane couldn't help but freeze up at how completely she had changed her
demeanor.
"Ah, you must be Fujimiya's parents. My name is Ayaka Kido, and I'm a
classmate of Fujimiya and Miss Shiina."
"Very pleased to meet you. I'm Shuuto Fujimiya. This is my wife, Shihoko."
Amane's father gave his name and introduced Amane's mother. Ayaka
bobbed her head with a smile. It was plain to see that she was feigning
friendliness, so Amane cracked a smile.
"What were you kids talking about?"
"…About Kido's interests."
His father asked the question, so Amane gave a basic answer while averting
his eyes, and his mother got a curious twinkle in her eye.
"Oh, what kind of interests do you have, dear?"
"Let's see, people watching…I guess you could call it? I like watching people
who are working hard and cheering them on."
She was appreciating people's bodies, so she wasn't lying. And cheering
people on as they exerted themselves, that was certainly about muscles too, so
it didn't feel inconsistent. At the same time, it wasn't entirely accurate either.
"So, how is our Amane doing, from your perspective? Is he trying hard?"
"Let me see…I think he is trying his best. However, I haven't actually known
him for that long, so I guess I would say Fujimiya is still sort of an unknown
quantity…"
Amane was sure he remembered Ayaka talking about his muscles, but he
couldn't make a crack about it in front of his parents. It would be unbearable if
he accidentally sparked such an embarrassing conversation.
Mahiru must have understood that too, because she was also staying quiet.
But in a moment when his parents' attention was captured by the conversation,
she stealthily patted Amane's stomach, making him worry that Ayaka might
have poisoned her after all.
As he brushed her hand away, he chided her, "Save that for home, please."
Mahiru, who seemed to have realized just what she was doing in front of
other people, quickly flushed red.
"From what I can see," Ayaka continued, "Fujimiya seems happy and
motivated when he's with Miss Shiina, so I look forward to observing their
relationship from close-up."
"Oh, so the two of them are getting on well together at school too?"
"Yes, very much so. So well, in fact, that it's affecting the rest of us who have
to watch."
"C'mon, Kido, cut it out with the weird comments."
"Hey, that wasn't weird, just the truth. I just really think you're a very wellmatched couple, you know?"
Perhaps as payback for saying that her praise of muscles was weird, Ayaka
raved about Amane and Mahiru while wearing an impish grin that was nothing
like the smile she had given his parents a moment earlier.
Amane's parents smiled happily. They must have been imagining Amane and
Mahiru flirting in class. It made Amane want to get out of there immediately.
Amane was aware that his own face was just as red as Mahiru's had been a
moment earlier, and he glared at Ayaka to warn her against saying unnecessary
things, but Ayaka wasn't bothered at all.
"Sounds like you've gained the approval of everyone in your class too," his
father remarked. "That's wonderful, son."
"Shut up."
When his father congratulated him with a soft, genuine smile, Amane twisted
his mouth in an uncomfortable grimace and turned away sulkily.
"Amane, you look dead inside…"
"Gee, I wonder why…"
Shuuto and Shihoko left the handicrafts club's stall behind and started
walking around the school again. Mahiru followed behind the two of them at a
relaxed pace, holding tightly onto Amane so that he wouldn't run away.
Amane was staring at his parents' backs as they enjoyed themselves, trying to
hide how disgruntled he was, but he was wearing a disinterested face.
The looks are making me uncomfortable.
Since he was walking around with his attention-grabbing parents, the stares
were especially piercing.
Recently, Amane had gotten somewhat used to having people's eyes on him,
and although he still didn't like it, it was part of moving through the world as
Mahiru's boyfriend.
But this time, the looks were different.
They weren't looks of jealousy or spite, but rather, they were full of curiosity.
Since Amane and Mahiru's faces were well-known, people were staring at them
with even more interest.
Amane was just trailing listlessly behind his parents, who were walking ahead,
flirting with each other as they visited the various refreshment booths.
Mahiru saw how he was acting and frowned uncomfortably.
"If you hate it that much, we can split up from them…," she suggested.
"I don't hate it or anything, just, my family…when I see them acting like that, I
guess I get embarrassed…"
"…You're really not one to talk, Amane, I think you're just like your father."
"In what way?"
"Recently, you've been, well, how do I put this…? Unconsciously, and I know
you're my boyfriend, but you've been, like, giving off a particular vibe…"
Mahiru lowered her pink cheeks and stuck her lip out in a little pout as she
pointed out that he had been doing things like casually squeezing her hand and
putting his arm around her shoulders. Unable to argue, Amane pressed his lips
into a straight line.
In fact, they had been flirting in front of people, not excessively, but with
restraint. They had been touching a little bit like sweethearts did, but that was
apparently weighing on Mahiru's mind. She didn't seem to hate it, but she did
seem embarrassed by it.
"…Honestly, y-you could be bolder about it, but, um…I know it'll make my
heart pound. I'm glad that you've found your confidence, but because of that, I
get flustered sometimes. And then, I get way too worried about the strangest
things, and…s-sometimes feel like a loser."
"I think that last part is taking it too far."
"But—"
"So then what do you think of me?"
He was greatly troubled by the thought that Mahiru might still consider him a
loser, but, well, since they had been dating for a whole four months and hadn't
done anything more than kissing, if she said he was a loser, then he must be a
loser.
But he had thought that they both wanted to wait, and that Mahiru
understood it was a choice he was making because he wanted to treasure her.
But Amane was unhappy that she thought moving so slowly was his standard.
"Sorry for being so slow."
"I-I'm not trying to pressure you, and I know that you're taking your time
precisely because you want to be careful. But I think you're worrying about me
too much, Amane, and putting yourself last, so… I wonder if that isn't difficult
for you?"
Although Mahiru was inexperienced, and knew even less than Amane about
relations between the sexes, he figured she must be aware of the physiological
responses that were typical in men, and that she must have actually noticed
those responses in the course of spending time with him.
Amane guessed that she had worded her question so carefully because she
knew how he felt, and what's more, because she understood that he hadn't
done anything because he respected her and wasn't going to force her into
anything.
From Amane's perspective, it was humiliating to have her worry about his
feelings like that, plus he was just fully realizing his inexperience, which kept
him from exercising enough self-restraint. But he was glad that Mahiru didn't
perceive that as a bad thing.
"I'd be lying if I said it wasn't difficult, but listen, I… If you're happy, Mahiru,
then I'm happy…I don't think we have to rush ahead or anything."
"…Please realize that I am also happy if you're happy, Amane."
"That's why your happiness is the most important."
"We're just going around in circles, aren't we?"
With a discontented look, she poked her fingertip into his side repeatedly, but
it wasn't enough to change his feelings.
He looked down at Mahiru's disapproving face and smiled softly to tell her
that he wasn't going to budge, which prompted her to make an even more
disapproving expression, so to pacify her, he tickled the hand he was holding
with one fingertip.
"You don't need to worry about me, Mahiru."
"…That's one of the irritating things about you, Amane."
"Well, there's nothing I can do about that."
He made this assertion, implying that he wasn't going to budge, and with an
expression that was difficult to read—not angry, but containing exasperation
and a little bit of irritation—Mahiru head-butted Amane's upper arm.
"So you also understand how cute my darling Mahiru is, right?"
"Oh, of course I do! Sweet Mahiru has plenty of charms…the more I get to
know her, the cuter she is."
Although they had just met for the first time that day, Amane's mother
Shihoko and his friend Chitose were kindred spirits. They were admiring Mahiru
together. Watching them talk just made Amane let out a huge sigh.
"You two are a dangerous mix…"
Itsuki and Chitose were on the same café shift with Amane that day, so they
were also free to move about during the morning. Everything had been going
well until Amane's group had run into them by chance and, unavoidably, he had
introduced his parents.
That was when the problems started. At first, Chitose had quietly behaved
herself, but once Amane's mother had started doting on Mahiru, Chitose hadn't
been able to hold herself back, and had joined in.
From there, they'd very quickly realized their affinity, and ultimately Mahiru
ended up trembling with bright-red cheeks as the two of them praised this and
that about her.
Her caramel-colored eyes, welling up with embarrassment, were looking to
Amane for help. But there was no way he could triumph against Chitose and his
mother working together, so for the time being, he let them do as they pleased,
and took refuge with the other males.
"Thank you for looking after our Amane," Amane's father said.
"Nothing to it," Itsuki replied.
"…Geez."
"What's the matter, Amane? You aren't going to deny it, are you?"
"It's a fact that you do try to help me out. Whether your help is needed, and
whether it actually improved anything, is a different question."
Occasionally, Itsuki did meddle where it was none of his business, but
generally he was helpful and did look after Amane. Amane did feel a debt of
gratitude to him, and he rarely said so, but he appreciated Itsuki every day.
If Itsuki hadn't been around, his relationship with Mahiru probably never
would have progressed. In a sense, Itsuki came in a set with Chitose, and they
could be considered key figures in his courtship with Mahiru.
He was grateful to his friend, so he didn't deny father's words, and for some
reason, Itsuki averted his eyes.
"You sure can be honest about things like that, man."
"Are you trying to start a fight about how I'm usually too sulky?"
"Taking it that way is the very definition of sulky, you know. Wait, so you
knew that you were acting that way this whole time?"
"Shut up, you jerk," Amane slapped him on the back, but he was just fooling
around a little, so Itsuki didn't try to stop him. Instead, he grinned and looked
over at Amane's family.
Even Amane's father was giving him an amused smile. Amane couldn't stand
it, but when he turned away, he could still hear their smiles in their voices as
they spoke.
"Well, Amane can be sulky, and he's not very upfront about his feelings, but I
think he's an honest guy."
"Amane's always been like that, you know. He's always had a hard time
letting people get close, but I'm glad that he has a friend who understands
him."
"No, no, I'm the one who should be glad that I get to be his friend.
"…Do you think you two could maybe talk about this when I'm not around?"
"But—"
"Right, okay then, we'll talk later over text…"
Amane had meant that he didn't want to listen to their conversation, but the
way things unfolded, Itsuki and Shuuto somehow started exchanging contact
information. Amane felt a headache coming on. It seemed like they were
opening a secret back channel through which anything he did would be
reported to his father, so he wished they would stop.
However, even if he put a stop to it, Chitose and Shihoko seemed likely to
conspire to do something anyway, so he felt a keen hunch that trying to
interfere was pointless.
No matter what I do, Mahiru and I are going to get made fun of…
He knew that his parents and friends would probably talk about them with
affection, but the thought was still unbearable.
Thinking that he had better warn them all off gossiping later, he looked away
—and there, in the corner of his vision, he spotted Itsuki's father, Daiki, who he
had also met the day before.
Daiki was a parent, so it wasn't strange that he would come to both days of
the festival, but he didn't seem like he was going to come over and speak to
them. He was just watching them from afar with a troubled look on his face.
Amane was confused.
Daiki's gaze was directed toward Itsuki, so perhaps he was worried about his
son.
"Amane, what's…?"
Itsuki noticed Amane looking worried, and when he also turned to look, his
handsome face stiffened.
Amane knew that father and son were not on good terms by any means, but
as Itsuki's friend, seeing such an obvious response made Amane extremely
uncomfortable.
He looked at Itsuki, wondering what to do. Itsuki's lips were trembling like he
had something to say, but that never turned into words. Instead he turned
away and pretended not to see his father.
Itsuki walked straight over to Chitose, who was still chatting excitedly, and
flashed a big grin.
"Chi, let's go buy some food soon, yeah? If we don't get in line soon, we'll be
working hungry this afternoon."
"Uh-oh, we don't want that. Not when serving customers takes so much
stamina. Ah, sorry, but we'll be going now."
"Oh? Well, we're planning to come to your café this afternoon, so we'll see
you then."
"Yes, we're looking forward to it."
Chitose bowed politely, and they left. Itsuki was subtly hurrying her along.
Chitose's expression probably would have soured if she had noticed Daiki, but
still, Amane couldn't help but feel like Itsuki was being too blatant about his
feelings toward his father.
…How did they get to this point, I wonder?
Amane let out a soft sigh at Itsuki, who was ignoring Daiki as if he wasn't
there.
"…Sorry for the trouble."
After watching to make sure that Itsuki and Chitose had left, Daiki, who had
been watching them from afar, approached Amane, wearing a bitter smile.
Even for Amane, it was a supremely uncomfortable situation, but still, it
wasn't like he could poke his nose too deeply into their problems, so he just
watched his friends leave.
Amane's mother seemed to notice Daiki approaching, and she walked up to
him with Mahiru in tow.
Amane introduced him. "This is Itsuki's father."
"Is he now? Our son owes a lot to your son Itsuki."
"Oh, no, I'm sure it's the other way around…"
Watching his parents and Daiki introduce themselves after their normal
parental humility contest, Amane felt incredibly awkward.
"…Ah, but, Daiki, what just happened?"
"I was expecting it. I've always given Itsuki's girlfriend a hard time, so Itsuki
keeps his distance. I get it."
Daiki accepted the situation matter-of-factly. He seemed more resigned than
sad. Shuuto and Shihoko both seemed to pick up on the fact that Daiki's
relationship with Chitose, his son Itsuki's girlfriend, was not good, and they
frowned, looking a little concerned.
While chatting with his parents, Amane had previously mentioned that two of
his friends were having a hard time because their parents didn't approve of
their relationship, so they probably remembered that conversation.
Daiki didn't appear to pay any attention to Amane's parents' reaction, and
after looking into the distance as if recalling the scene from a moment earlier,
he smiled a little.
"But, wow, you're really on good terms with Fujimiya's parents, Miss Shiina.
I'm surprised to see that."
"Thank you for your kind words."
"Of course, she's our future daughter-in-law. Even if she wasn't, she's a good
girl, and she's easy to pamper."
That was partially because of Shihoko's and Shuuto's personalities. And also,
since Amane's relationship with Mahiru had his parents' official approval, he
thought it was only natural that they would try to get along with his partner and
their future daughter-in-law. But Amane had been hesitant to say that, since it
might sound like a dig at Daiki, but…his mother didn't seem worried when she
declared it without reservation.
Amane thought that maybe she had done it on purpose, but there seemed to
be more thought behind it than he first assumed. His father also didn't make
any attempt to stop her. It was clear that she didn't mean anything bad by it,
she was just genuinely smitten with Mahiru.
Listening to her talk, Mahiru looked embarrassed, and Daiki's eyes opened
wide like he was taken aback. Then a beat later, he put on a strained smile.
"Well, with her, I suppose the two of you don't have any complaints at all."
"That's certainly true. Because she is the person our son has chosen. His
judgment didn't fail him, and when we met our darling Mahiru, we knew that
she was someone we could trust with Amane."
Amane felt some objection to the idea that he was being entrusted to
anybody, but it was a fact that she did look after him, so he couldn't complain.
"I really envy you," Daiki said. "It didn't work out like that for my foolish son."
"You don't trust your son's judgment?"
"My son isn't the accomplished heir that he needs to become, you see. He's
just a kid, with a long, long way to go."
"Oh my, I don't think that's quite right. From what Amane tells us, your son
seems like a very considerate and kind young man."
"Well…"
Daiki was hesitant to go on. Shihoko smiled at him calmly.
Maybe she was feeling something as a fellow parent, because normally she
wouldn't have pressed the issue so far, but this time, Amane's mother wasn't
holding back.
They had just watched Itsuki run away from his father to protect his girlfriend,
and that was probably why she was acting like this.
"I understand that as a parent, there are certain qualities you hope for in the
partner your child chooses, but…children rebel if you restrain them too much,
after all. Considering you worked so hard to raise such a lovely son, I think one
of your duties as an adult is to trust his judgment and see what happens."
Shihoko told Daiki that with a smile, and Daiki made a sour face as if he had
swallowed something bitter. It wasn't a hateful expression; rather, it looked like
she had touched a sore spot.
Amane looked at his mother, who didn't appear to have anything further to
say, and put on a faintly bitter smile, like his father, Shuuto.
"Now, we just met you, and we have no right to speak out of turn, but…if you
try to keep a child from walking down a path they've chosen for themselves,
even if it's clearly an error, they'll never listen to you."
Shuuto stared at Daiki with the same pleasant smile as Shihoko as he brought
the argument to a close, and Amane scratched his cheek and sighed softly.
Amane didn't really think that it was the sort of conversation that he ought to
butt into. But he understood that, for better or worse, Daiki was stubborn, and
he also knew that the situation as seen from a parent's perspective was
different from the way it looked to the couple in question.
If Daiki already understood that Chitose was not a bad person, that meant
there was a disconnect between perception and expectation.
"Please let me say one thing, too," Amane added. "Um, well…I know that you
don't think very highly of Chitose, but…she's not a bad person. Recently, she's
been working hard and trying to get your approval. I'm not going to tell you to
accept her or anything, but…please, take a closer look at her."
Daiki's standards were very high, but there was nothing about Chitose that
made her incapable of meeting them. She wasn't stupid or anything, and she
was someone who could read the room when it was important. And she could
be kind and considerate.
It was simply that Daiki and Chitose had different values, that was all, and he
didn't want Daiki to ignore everything that was good about her.
Daiki gazed for a moment in wonderment after Amane's hesitant statement,
then looked away awkwardly.
"…I understand, young Fujimiya, that you hold my son in high regard, and that
you have confidence in his girlfriend. I also know about the efforts that they
have been making. And I understand that a child is not his parent. And yet—"
"And yet?"
"—I don't think that she has had a good influence on my son. Even accepting
that my delinquent son has had a good impact on you, that doesn't change my
perception of her. That's what I need you to understand."
Amane's words, if he had to say, came from a place of support for Itsuki. He
wanted to support his friend, no matter what. He hadn't really considered
Daiki's feelings.
Amane knew that the man's feelings weren't going to change just because an
outsider like Amane said one thing or another, but…to have his input rejected,
however gently, to his face, made his chest hurt just a little.
…I knew that this was an issue that was beyond me, but…
Ultimately, this was an issue between Daiki, Itsuki, and Chitose, and Amane
could never truly know what Daiki thought of them.
Without peeking into the man's heart, there was no way to know exactly why
he wasn't able to accept Chitose.
"You don't need to worry, young Fujimiya, I'm not scheming to get rid of her. I
just have my own way of thinking, and I simply cannot approve of her. You can
understand that, surely?"
"…I'm sorry, that was too forward of me, it wasn't my place."
"No, I'm glad that my son has made a friend like you. Because you seem to
genuinely care about him."
Daiki didn't seem upset. He just put on a faint smile with a little bitterness
mixed in, and passed his gaze over each member of Amane's party with calm
eyes.
"Never mind about me, I want you to continue being good friends with my
son, if you would."
Daiki told him this in a firm, heartfelt voice, and lowered his head a little, then
left quietly, leaving Amane and his family bewildered.
Even though he understood that Daiki had his own way of thinking about
things, Amane let out a heavy sigh that carried inexpressible feelings of
disappointment, exasperation, and sadness at things not going the way he had
hoped.
"…Amane, usually you're rather short with Mister Akazawa and Chitose, but
at times like that, you really stand up for them, don't you?"
After they had lunch, Amane and Mahiru split off from his parents for a while.
They had finished changing clothes in preparation for their afternoon shift, and
were waiting in the break room for their work to start in about twenty minutes'
time.
"…I mean, yeah, they're my friends."
"You're not very upfront about your feelings, you know?"
"Oh, hush. I'm upfront with you, aren't I?"
"I don't know if I'd call it upfront, maybe blunt…sometimes, you astound me
so much it's shocking, and it sends my heart racing."
"I'm glad to hear I can get your heart racing."
"Oh, you!"
Mahiru started slapping him. It was more like she was fed up with him than
actually unhappy, and Amane shrugged.
"Well, as you saw, I don't push it too far when I stand up for Itsuki and
Chitose. They would both hate that. Besides, I know what Daiki wasn't saying."
"What he wasn't saying?"
"Mm…so, their family is pretty wealthy. I don't think you've ever been there,
Mahiru, but their house is kind of a mansion."
"A mansion…really?"
"Right, a mansion. Like a real classic Japanese manor house."
Amane had been surprised the first time he had gone over to hang out at
Itsuki's invitation. Amane had thought that his own house was large, but still it
was no match for a luxurious Japanese mansion with its own detached
outbuildings, a pond with a bridge, and well-kept gardens.
Itsuki himself had sounded a little embarrassed about his "musty old house,"
as he'd put it, but to Amane, it seemed less old-fashioned and more historical.
He thought it was a handsome place, undamaged and well cared for over the
years.
"Anyway, he comes from that kind of family. Apparently he's got a brother
who's pretty much an adult already, and his brother will be inheriting the
house, but that doesn't change the fact that Itsuki is the second son of a
prestigious family."
"…I see."
"Well, Itsuki claims that since he's the second son and not the heir, he can do
whatever he wants. He says he doesn't want his parents putting limits on who
he can date."
Amane could understand Itsuki's insistence, and also how he wouldn't want
his parents deciding something like that for him despite being at an age where
he could think for himself.
However, he hadn't gotten the sense from seeing Daiki earlier that his
rejection of Chitose was entirely because of her influence over Itsuki. Amane
had a feeling that there was some other main reason why he would not accept
Chitose.
He would probably never know unless he asked Daiki directly, but it was also
obviously not the sort of thing that he thought the man was likely to talk about.
Even so, it wasn't great that he wouldn't listen to the two people at the
center of the issue. Amane wasn't inclined to take Daiki's side.
"I know that Itsuki's dad probably has his own way of thinking about things,
but, you know, from where I stand, considering that forcing them apart will
make them rebel and give rise to more friction, I think things would be easier
going forward, both practically and emotionally, if he would compromise with
them a little."
Amane concluded with a shrug, conceding that it wasn't his place to talk,
since he wasn't one of the people involved. Mahiru stared fixedly at Amane,
then her face softened into a loving smile.
"…I'm feeling a little jealous of Mister Akazawa."
"Jealous?"
When he heard that completely unexpected word, his eyes widened
automatically.
As for Mahiru, she prefaced what she was about to say with an awkward
smile. "This might be inappropriate, but…," she began. Then she sighed softly as
she expressed her thoughts on the matter. "I don't think it's an unbearable
situation from their perspective, Amane. Even though they don't agree, Itsuki's
father is still thinking about what's best for him and trying to protect him, right?
There's no denying that he's prioritizing his own values, but…even so, that's still
a form of parental love."
When she said the words parental love, it made him stiffen, slightly enough
that he hoped she didn't notice.
"Ah, you don't have to worry about me."
Mahiru smiled faintly. Apparently she had noticed Amane's concern. She
played with a bit of her hair, winding it around her fingers, and gently cast her
eyes downward.
"At this point, I'm not expecting anything from my parents. But you know,
seeing them and thinking about the tenuous relationship that I have with my
family, I do feel jealous. Well, even if my family reached out to me, I don't think
I would accept their offer at this point."
She added quietly that she already considered that link severed, and twirled
her hair into a tight spiral.
In response to this gesture, which seemed to be occupying her attention
somewhat, Amane carefully reached out and unwound the lock of silky hair
from her fingers. Then he went straight on to gently stroke her cheek.
Mahiru gazed up into his eyes.
Amane could see that her eyes were wavering slightly, but decided not to
point that out, and smiled calmly back at her.
"Well, you've got my parents, Mahiru, so you kind of get to experience it, in a
way. My parents always say that all their affection is wasted on me anyway."
Mahiru was already like a daughter to the Fujimiya family.
What's more, Amane's parents fawned over her even more than their
biological son. His parents were aware that Mahiru was starved for love, which
only made them dote on her more.
Mahiru blinked dramatically several times at Amane's words, then as his
meaning sunk in, she slowly broke into a broad smile.
"…Heh-heh, that's not true. You're wonderful, Amane."
"Thank you very much… You are loved, so you don't need to be so anxious
about it."
"Okay."
Looking a little bashful, Mahiru leaned in close to Amane, who was by her
side. Amane also smiled a little, and accepted her into his arms, and they
quietly cuddled close together for a little while.