Farewell 45

I was moping again constant ups and downs were damaging to my heart. I thought I have nothing in this world that would make me feel again but I met Lucien and even my friend Mina made me realise how wrong I was? I was too much invested in the romantic relationship that now I'm suffering. I have no desire to lose my training so I decided that I will attend it no matter what happens. I still couldn't feel Lucien's betrayal but I know I can't call it that since he was out and open with it. I hated that he was so callous about it.

He betrayed my heart. He made me believe he cared for me but in reality, he doesn't. He cares for his father and his future as a king more than me which wasn't a surprise to anyone who would have been in his place will do the same. Maybe it hurts more because he rejected me in the process.

There was a knock on the door and wiped my eyes. Yeah, I was a warrior and also a woman so I cry sometimes mostly because of my broken heart I know many relate with me.