Worried About Leaving

(From Blue's Perspective) 

"So, you talked to Luc and had tea and lunch with Evelyn?" 

"Yes," I nodded. "Why are you inspecting me like that? It's not like I am doing something I am not supposed to do. And moreover, both places are inside the palace ground." 

I was sitting on Dem's lap who was sitting in his chair in his study. I came straight to him after coming back from the side palace. It was not like he called for me, rather I wanted to meet him. I wanted to say a quick hi and then go back to my room. But I did not know he would make me sit on his lap. 

"I know...," he murmured, rubbing his smooth cheek against my back. "I am just..." 

"Worried? About what? I told you I am not leaving you..." 

'It's not like I can either even if I try. It's not like I am planning to though...'