Chapter 36

“I thought I was in love once, and it cost me everything I owned and cared about. I will never put myself through that hell again. You wind up hating the person who was once the light of your life. It’s a filthy feeling to know you were so wrong.” He moved Greg’s hair from his eye as if in apology, his knew his own eyes were filled.

“Come, let’s wash up.’’

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Greg’s heart felt like it was torn in half. He cuddled up to the man he loved beyond reason and wondered if he made an irreversible mistake. He shook his head. This was his one chance, he had no choice, and he could not give up.

“Greg,” Greg moved his head up and looked his fill at Cisco. “You give a great blowjob. You have no idea much you please me. I’m happy that we can have a mature, affectionate, sexual relationship without the complications brought about by love.” Cisco shut out the lamp. Greg’s silent tears wet the pillow.

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Thursday