Chapter 28: I don't know what love is

"You came back." Jimin's eyes lock into Jungkook's chocolate ones. Through the glance it was obvious he was about to cry, conveying the emotions of desperation and he rose his hand. "I came back months ago." Jungkook leaned away from his hand and took a step back.

"But you left me." Jimin took a step forward, and noticed the hesitation in Jungkook's eyes. "I had no choice Si Woon." Jungkook breathed in and he fisted his knuckles. "You ignored my calls, my texts, you blocked me on every social media account I have leaving me to think you wanted nothing more with me." Jimin's eyes shed the first tear and he took another step forward closing the distance between him and Jungkook.

"And? You should've gotten the message. I want nothing more with you anymore." Jungkook was about to turn around when Jimin grasped his hand. "I-I loved you Dae Hwan. You're being selfish if you think I can just forget every memory we shared." Jungkook stopped his movements and rose his hand to make him release the grasp on his hand. "We were young teenagers infatuated with the idea of love. Don't contact me again Si Woon."

Jimin shed another tear when Jungkook's hand released his hold. "This was nothing. You were nothing. She was right. This..." Jungkook paused and pointed at the space between them with his right hand. "-is over. Face it Si Woon! You were, and always will be just a fling." Jungkook didn't miss the chocked sob that crawled up Jimin's throat, and when Jimin was about to answer, he turned around and left him there. He walked away until the camera was no longer on him.

"AND SCENE! I'm so fucking proud of you both." Yoongi shouted with the megaphone as he clapped. Jimin looked up and laughed as he cleaned the tears on his face with joy. "It's a wrap! We have finished filming the final scene of 'Just A Fling'!" The director added and Jimin walked off the camera's direction while bowing and let Christy take off the make up. The shooting of the penultimate scene was a complete success and since the last scene was already shooted a few days prior, today was the wrap.

"It has been an honor filming 'Just A Fling' with all of you. Thank you everyone for your hard work, and an applause for everyone that contributed to the filming of this wonderful movie based on Park Jimin's book." Everyone on-set started applauding. Mrs. Jun chuckled from the sidelines as she applauded too, proud of Jimin's hardwork through everything. "Let's clean up and meet up at Cypher Bar in three hours for a celebration! I reserved the whole bar and tonight the company will pay." Yoongi clapped and everyone celebrated. Jungkook whistled and Taehyung wrapped his arm around Jimin's shoulder, everyone happy recalling all the memories from the first day of shooting.

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"Ah~ Ah~ Ah~ N-Ngghh!" Jungkook rolled his eyes back and gripped Jimin's brown locks as the latter's mouth was wrapped around the pink tip of his member. Swirling his tongue around the wet tip inside his mouth, followed by sucking hard wanting to extract all the cum he could, the warm extra sensitive skin rubbed against his swollen red lips, Jimin was enjoying giving his dominant the pleasure he always received. "Fuck- Fuck- I'm close- Agh, Jimin-ssi!" The actor's abdomen -under his black shirt- stiffened, pushed out by the force of his surging release, his thighs trembled and balls twitched from the arousal.

Jimin didn't stop, instead he inhaled through his nostrils and exhaled again to gather the energy to continue sucking the tip dry. "Mm~" He hummed and bobbed his head down to meet the base of his boyfriend's cock where his nose touched the cold stainless steel cock ring wrapped around it. It was mind blowing how Jungkook felt, he hasn't trembled like this under someone else; it felt utterly good. "ARGH!" His veins popped on the skin of his reddened neck as his body jolted with an orgasm welcomed with lightning. The orgasm electrified his body, as if his legs had a mind of their own, they wrapped around Jimin's figure as the writer's mouth became filled with his release.

"JIMIN-SSI! AH~ F-FU-" Words became mixed with the high pitched moan that couldn't be controlled. Jimin's right hand pumped the length as he stopped sucking on the tip to open his mouth and let the cum drip down his chin, panting as well. "Did that... feel good?" Jimin breathed heavily with a chuckle as he saw Jungkook's eyes couldn't focus. "That was... fuck... I love you." Jungkook couldn't control himself as he panted and combed his boyfriend's hair back.

Jimin's eyes didn't widen, instead they almost closed in crescents. And as sinful as he looked with white cum dripping from his lips to his chin and even on his open chest, that smile on his wet lips was purely innocent. "I love you too. Now go join me in the shower, we have to get dressed in twenty minutes." He stood up from kneeling on the floor and walked to his bathroom while cleaning the cum on his face with his fingers.

Jungkook waited until his clouded vision returned back to normal and removed the stainless cock ring from his member before sighing from the sensitiveness of the area around his softened length. "I hate myself." He whispered to himself and glanced at the bathroom's door where the sounds of the shower came from.

"Jimin, leave me before you know the truth about me." He slowly rose from the bed and walked towards the bathroom. He placed the stainless steel cock ring on the bathroom's sink and took his shirt off, eyes never leaving the naked figure of his boyfriend taking a shower.

The steps he took were cautious, doe eyes hooded and an unreadable expression crawled on his face. He walked inside the shower and felt the warm water on his feet when he entered it, aside from it he noticed the relaxed expression on Jimin's face. As the writer rinsed his shampoo, leaning his head back to the shower faucet, Jungkook couldn't control his urges and embraced him. By grabbing onto his waist, he pulled him towards himself and when their chests collided, he leaned his head on his boyfriend's neck.

"Jimin hyung."

Startled from the sudden embrace, Jimin's eyes opened and he stopped rinsing his hair to wrap his arms around Jungkook's neck, confused. "What's wrong?" The actor didn't say anything and stayed silent in the embrace of the man he found himself really attracted to. He couldn't pinpoint why he felt the urge to hug him, these emotions over his heart were unknown. Just like the wasted water doing down the shower drain, he felt the need to disappear. Maybe it was the guilt of the after math pleasure, but he had never experienced this, yet he still didn't cry.

"I'm fucked up." Jungkook whispered against his boyfriend's neck but his voice was muffled because of the sound of the shower running. "Huh? What was that? I couldn't hear it well Jungkook-ah." Jimin tried leaning back, but the actor wouldn't budge and instead hugged him tighter. Now the writer's stomach made contact with the younger's abdomen for their bodies joined. "Nothing... Let's continue showering." Jungkook leaned back and loosened his hold on the older's body and the younger let his arms slide down from the actor's neck.

"Jungkook, I'm your boyfriend, I'll always be here for you when you need me or when you need someone to talk to. You've been acting weird lately, I won't force it out of you, but... You know you can trust me right? Jimin looked deeply into Jungkook's hooded eyes and with hands mixed with shampoo, he cupped the younger's cheeks. "If this was really love at first sight, from the time we've been with each other it should've evolved. Now Jungkook, I really like you. We've already shared the I love you words, don't you think our relationship should have more trust? That's all I'm going to say." The writer finished and received a nod from the actor. "I..."

I don't know what love is.

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