Suicide is the Only Way

Ning didn't know what to think at the moment. He hoped to keep everyone away from the fight he had with Jha'Akim, but in doing so he could be dooming the entire world to a series of tragedies that included the people he was intending to keep away from him. 

Hyesi, Anya, and Ely; he wanted none of these three to meet with Jha'Akim, but he desperately needed them to do exactly that. 

His want and his need were the exact opposite, so it was getting too hard for him to wait any longer. 

He only had to wait for 5 minutes longer, but the time it took felt forever to him. He felt stressed as he had never before. 

He was not only worried about the 3, but he was also worried about what he would do after he was done gathering the energy. 

He didn't have any idea how he could possibly beat someone that was so much stronger than him. The only way he could even see himself doing something like that was by…