chapter 14

Abbie's POV

I was back there. The last time I was here it didn't end well. This time I'm holding tampons in my arms. I look at him expecting him to atleast show me the bathroom. I didn't get to survey the house. He distracted me. He stares as if he didn't know why I was looking. What, does he ecpect me to change right there? Jerk ass!

"Bathroom." Jesus, wasn't it obvious?

He rubs his chin and holds out a hand in front of me. Why was he being so good today? It's really hard to tell if he was flirting or just being goof. Wait what? No way he'd flirt with me. I'm not his type and he hates me, at least I hate him.

I stand still and he shrugs and leads the way. He leads me up stairs and points out a room for me. The bathroom. Wow, the bathroom. How rich can a mare campus dude be? Theme colour, blue, on the walls, the bathtub. Geez I've only seen one of these on pictures on google or tv. They have a glass bathroom. Omg there's no way I'm gonna make it out of this room without spoiling something. Okay. Tampons, have I ever seen these things? Yes. Do I know how to use them? No. What do I do? Call Prudy. No, no. She'll probably laugh at me. Just call Kiara. Good option.

I dial kiara's number and phew, she picks with the second ring. Yea I love her for that.

Biiiish, how is he like? You need to be careful around that dude though. He is nothing like Berlin.

What? What are you talking about and that's not why I called.

Really girl? You are gonna pull that on me?

Can you just tell me how to use tampons?

Tampons? Are you kidding me? You cannot have sex in your periods!! Well, you can, in the bathroom...

Shut up Kiara and eeew, why would you think I'm having sex!!

Oh, you are not? I mean, you were all flirty hours ago. He was carrying you through campus.

What! Hell Kiara just help me or I will hang up right now and call prudy. How do you even know that.

Helloooo, the school president? So, you just insert that thingy in your thingy and you are good to go. It will do the rest.

Thankyou! And seriously, stop calling them thingies! I hang up and, does the whole school now think I'm having sex with Sally. You know I really didn't think of that. Okay my jeans are going to soak if I don't act fast.

She said to insert. God Abbie this feels wrong. Stop thinking that! I've never had to do this. Ever. It's much easier to just slip a pad in your panties.

The door opens almost suddenly and I jump and squeal as blood spills out, the tampon as well and Sally gets stained again. What is wrong with this day.

"Sorry. I didn't. God! I didn't mean to walk in on you." Walk in on me? It sounded like he found me masturbating or something.

"Maybe you just love getting your shirts stained with my blood." I snap  as I hurry to pick up my trousers and slip them back on. "You can turn around."

He looks at me, shock evident and I realise that I'm still holding the blood stained tampon on my hands. I quickly jerk my hand behind my back.

"I came to bring you these." He holds out clothes for me.

This? Is he being serious? I'm going to wear his oversized t-shirt and shorts? Come on, everyone already thinks I'm having sex with him and I don't have a choice so what have I got to loose.

"Can you get me pads please?" I say hanging my head from embarrassment. In any case I've been like this around him since the first day we met. You know with mom yelling at me.

"You... You don't..."

"Know how to use these." I finish the statement for him. There's no judgement in his voice, something I really appreciate.

"I can teach you."

"What." I look up in surprise and laugh at the joke. "Oh, yea you're serious." He gives me the 'you are a dumb girl' look.

"I've been around many people that use those."

"You mean girls that you have sex with in the bathroom because they are on their wet days? Yea. I can imagine." I really don't want to hear him talk about that.

"Who calls them wet days. Yea and others like my sister." Eeew, his sister uses tampons when he's watching? "No. We just had a session and she was showing me, just incase." He smirks.

Again Abbie, it's that easy to read your mind silly.

Yea we are still in the bathroom and he still has these psycho ideas.

"Can we just get pads?" He smiles at my shy nature and walks out, only to come back with one pad. One pad? Did he keep pads around? Oh, whatever. I snatch it from him and close the door right at his face. I want to slam it but  damn it looks delicate.

I can't believe I'm in Sally's clothes.

"Take me home." I say when I finally walk out of the bathroom holding close my messed up clothes and he turns and slightly opening his mouth.

"You are welcome." He grins and does this guy ever smile? Oh, he knows grining will not take a pinch of his ego and he looks hot doing it. I roll my eyes and walk towards the door. "I was making dinner." He scoffs.

"You were." What is it with him today.

"You don't think I can?" He comes dangerously close and I take steps back until I hit the wall and he places his arms on either sides. "You know when you bite your lip like that," he licks his lower lip. Oh God I didn't know I was doing that. My heart was racing. What is wrong with me. He holds my chin again to release my lip. I look up to his eyes and their blue colour filled with desire burn into mine and I can't hold them there so I move to his full lips which he is now not licking. They are just parted slightly.

He draws closer and my thoughts run fast.

Abbie come on you are going to regret this. What is wrong with you. Damn his stupid chin dimple. His stupid cute hair that I wanna touch. His stupid lips that make me want to kiss him. It's the periods. Mom says at this time your hormones run. You can't! 

"I'm in my menses periods!" I squeal and bend to leave the suffocating space between his arms. Why did I even say that? Of course he knew.

"I was just going to kiss you." He smiles this time and a dimple appears on the left cheek. Damn!