WOE

{Sometime early morning at five o'clock in Song Jun and Tang Xian's paradise.}

"No, Yan Yan, I cannot hurt him anymore by telling him about all these things. He loves me so much Yan Yan, that if something happens to me, I don't think he will be able to survive. Yan Yan, please help me to take him out of all these things. I can't see him facing any more troubles because of me now. I will die, Yan Yan. I just can't take it anymore. I can't see him suffering anymore.

No matter what I do for him, I become the reason for his sorrows and can you see, what I have done to him ten years back? He is living on those tablets.

It kills me every day when I see him taking those tablets to be sane. It hurts me every time when I pray to God that not to give him a single reason to get triggered.