Chapter 44

I rushed out from the house as soon as I got the news from tita tanya. She called to inform me na nagconvulsion daw si thea.

I panicked the moment I received the news. Kaya naman umalis kami agad sa bahay. I'm with dad. He insisted na ipagdrive ako papuntang ospital. Baka daw kasi ano pa mangyari sakin sa sobrang pagmamadali.

"Dad, can you make it faster?" di naman talaga slow yung takbo ng sasakyan sadyang gusto ko lang talaga makarating na sa ospital.

"Sweetie, how about you relax for a little bit, huh?" Dad suggested

"How can I relax dad? How can I relax knowing any moment pwede bumigay si thea" tears starting to form in my eyes so I looked away from him. Nakatingin lang ako sa labas ng bintana ng kotse.

I'm trying my best not to cry. Alam ko di ganun ka lala yung kondisyon niya but I couldn't stop thinking about the possibilities that might happen to her while she's asleep.

Dad reached for my hand then gently squeezed it. I turn to look at him "her mom already told you that she's fine now, right?" I nodded my head. He genuinely smile. He let go of my hand and put it back on the steering wheel "I know nothing about thea, sweetie. Di ko siya kilala but I think she's the kind of girl na di basta sumusuko" he look at me for a brief second then he focus his eyes on the road.

That made me smile.

He's right. Di talaga basta sumusuko si thea sa kahit na ano. Kahit nga si mark na higante pinapatulan niya eh.

"Di talaga sumusuko yun dad. Wala sa bokabolaryo nun ang sumuko" sabi ko na napapangiti habang iniisip si thea.

Ngiti at tawa pa lang niya nakakahawa at nakakagood vibes na. There's no dull moments between us. She's a random person kaya kung ano ano na lang pinagsasabi pag magkasama kami. Di siya nauubusan ng topic. Minsan nga di ko na maintindihan pinagsasabi niya kaya yung boses nalang niya pinapakinggan ko.

Naalala ko pa sa tuwing napapakanta siya. Siya yung tipo ng tao na kahit medyo sintunado di ka maiirita sa boses kasi nakakaaliw siya pakinggan. O baka ako lang naaaliw haha Pasalamat na lang siya at may isang taong nakakatiis ng boses niya haha

*flashback*

'Baby

Isn't it crazy

That we are born

Only to die

Oh believe me

I've been counting my stars

Cause I will spend my whole life

Loving you'

"Ano yan? Tula?" pabiro kong tanong sa kanya

Sinimangotan naman niya ako "love naman eh. Kumakanta po kasi ako"

"Kanta pala yun" maang ko

"Ayoko na nga! Hmp!" she sunk her head on my shoulder. We're currently here on my couch sa apartment ko. She's comfortably lying on top of me while I'm under her.

Aww. Pabebe talaga tong babaitang to.

"Tampo ka?" I whisper on her ear "ewan" sabat niya "sige na kanta kana ulit"

"Ayaw"

"Nagbibiro lang naman ako eh. Sige na" she aggressively shook her head "please..."

I waited for a few seconds parang di na ata kakanta to ulit. As I'm about to force her again to sing ay bigla siyang kumanta but in a muffled voice.

After singing a few lines, she lifted her head then stared right through my eyes as she continue to sing whatever song she's singing.

'Through your shining eyes

Sweet like Jeffery Pie

I pretended I could read your thoughts

Now it's just the truth

Seems our hearts are fused'

Di mawala yung ngiti sa aking mga labi habang kinakantahan niya ako. I tucked some strands of her hair behind her ears as she pulled herself up and comfortably lay her head down on my chest as I tightened my hug around her.

'Sudden

Like the goal your sister brought

And how

Am I lucky enough to say'

She lifted her head again. She tapped her both index fingers to the both side of my cheeks as she continue to sing.

'Baby

Isn't it crazy

That we are born

Only to die

Oh believe me

I've been counting my stars

Cause I will spend my whole life

Loving you'

She pecked a kiss on my lips after singing those last sentence of the lyrics.

"Alam mo kahit sino pa ang magagandang boses ang kakanta sa harapan ko, boses mo pa rin ang hahanap-hanapin ko"

"Bolera! Hmp"

"Totoo nga di kita binobola" Natatawa kong sabi

She just rolled her eyes on me

"You know what? I'm so thankful to God for giving me such a beautiful and sexy and hot and smart and..." nag-isip muna siya

"Ako ata binobola mo eh" sabi ko "di ah patapusin mo kasi muna ako" I just shrugged my shoulders

"I'm thankful to God kasi ang loving mo and caring and understanding and thoughtful and——"

Di ko na siya pinatapos. Hinalikan ko siya ng matahimik na. Daming sinasabi eh. Alam ko naman nasa akin na ang lahat aware naman ako dun haha

'Mahangin ata ngayon' sabat ni oself. Yawa buhay pa pala to. 'Kung deadball na ako di sana ikaw din'

Ewan ko sayo. Nagmomoment kami ng babylove ko. Wag kang istorbo.

She pressed herself against on me as I wrapped my legs around her waist. I want her to take me. I want her warm kisses on me. I want her to touch me. I wanna feel the warmth of her body. I want her.

"Baby, make love to me" I seductively whisper on her ear. She smiled at me

I pulled her clothes up. She took it off for me as I took off mine. I was having a difficulty of taking off my shirt on my head so she helped me as we laughed about it. She captured my lips again and without any warning she smoothly slid her tongue inside my mouth. I moaned between our kisses. My hands travel up and down her spine. I unclasped her bra without difficulties. Her skin is so soft and smooth. She roamed her hand on my body. Every touch of her makes me shiver.

She trailed hot kisses from my neck down to my collarbone which earned a moan from me. Thea did some love bites in that specific area. She then reached for my back and unclasped my bra.

"Boo and bie never failed to amaze me" she's talking about my two mountains which she called them boo and bie. What a witty ass.

I laughed at her remarks then rolled my eyes on her. She gasped "you did not roll your eyes on me"

I shrugged "I just did"

"I'm gonna make your eyes roll again, of course with pleasure" she sarcastically stated with an evil smirk plastered on her face

"Then what are you waiting for?" I leaned closer to her ear "make me" I whispered "with pleasure" then I winked at her

She smirked

She kissed my forehead then stared at me for a moment.

She crashed her lips over mine. Her kisses was full of love and lust at the same time. She nibbled my ear. Ugh! She's driving me crazy. The butterflies on my stomach went wild.

We took our undergarments off as well. We kissed here and there like there's no tomorrow. As I was about to change our position, we fell from the couch. We both laughed it off. We look stupid right now but who cares? We're just two horny gays who's having their lovey dovey session on the floor.

"I think couch is not a good idea" thea said while still laughing.

Even though we fell on the floor, it didn't stop us from what we desire to do.

We made love until we both reached our climax. I can't explain what I feel. It's like she's a drug and I'm a drug user. I'm addicted to her. I can't get enough of her. I'm falling harder inlove with this girl as the day gets by.

"Baby?" I called her "hmm?" We have a blanket over our body and a pillow on my head while thea's head is resting on my chest as I wrapped her around my arms. We're still lying on the carpeted floor.

"Did you cast a spell on me?" She slightly chuckled

"Maybe" she simply answered "I love the sound of the beat of your heart"

"What does it sounds like?" I curiously asked her

"It sounds like this...thea...thea...thea..." she laughed after. Nakitawa na rin ako. Baliw talaga to.

"The love I have for you is beyond my understanding thea and it scares the hell out of me of how much pain it will cause me" I confessed

She wrapped her arms around me tighter "Don't be scared. I will not cause you any pain except for...you know" She managed to joke around despite of being sleepy. I playfully slapped her arms. She slightly chuckled "I won't do something that would definitely hurt you, you know that"

"I know. It's just that I don't wanna lose you thea" sabi ko sa kanya "Inlove na inlove ka talaga sakin" she teased me

"Duh! As if naman ikaw hindi"

"Siyempre ganun din ako sayo" she kissed my upper chest then smile at me "now let's go to sleep love, shall we?"

*end of flashback*

I sigh and smile to myself while reminiscing that one saturday night that we shared in my apartment.

"That's the smile I've been wanting to see" dad cheerfully said as I chuckled on his remarks "now you relax kasi andito na tayo"