Beyoncé POV
As I made it home I wasted no time going into the wine pantry in the kitchen grabbing me a bottle of Zinfandel wine
I ripped the cork out of it and proceeded to rid the whole bottle of its contents until I was at the last drop
Once I finished the bottle I smash the bottle on the hard wood floor seeing stain of dark red decorate the floor and I hear someone running down stairs
"Mrs. Carter!!" Cecilia our house made screams seeing the mess I created, but I looked at her with nothing but pure hatred in my eyes
"D-Did you fuck him t-t-too?!" I ask her my words slurring knowing that I can't handle my liquor it's very easy for me to get drunk
"Mrs. Carter please you need to rest!!!" Cecilia yells as she slowly comes towards me I grab a knife holding out towards fear arising in her blue eyes which only made me angrier
"Did you sleep with my husband?" I ask her again seeing her terrified face become a guilty one
"GET OUT!!!" I scream throwing a glass cup at her making her scream as she dodges it only fueling my anger that she is still in my house
"GET OUT YOU GOOD FOR NOTHING WHORE!!!" I yell once more throwing yet another glass cup at her seeing her flee out the house as I walk seeing the neighbors beginning to come out and see what was going on I flipped them off and the slam the front door not giving a fuck to lock it
I grab me box of cigarettes and I clumsily reach for the lighter igniting it I held it up to the end of the cigarette as I take my first puff inhaling the dangerous toxins to soothe my heart for the time being