Unpretty

Alanis 

This is stupid.

"Come on, what you are waiting for ''Darrien shouts through the door. After tossing me into the bathroom, he closed the door and stayed outside. I really don't know what he wants me to do. I have seen myself naked so many times, he is just trying to make me feel worse than I already do. 

"Are you naked?'' he shouts again from the door. 

I take a deep breath before answering "No, this is stupid,'' I tell him my mind. Right now, I feel stupid for even entertaining the idea. I have all these insecurities because I have to humans inside my body. It is normal for me to look at my side and not like the way I look. I am a man for god's sake. This is not supposed to happen to me.