The Alpha I have become

Beau. 

"You need to tell me where you kept all the links. That is the only way I will agree to this.'' I tell him because there is this saying: a favour for a favour. He looks around the room. For the first time, I see shame in his eyes. All the things he did. That remorse and guilt that I was looking for are finally showing. 

I gave him the chance to die as a decent person. I don't know what will happen to him in the afterlife. He lived this life wrongly, so he might end up suffering in the next but at least, he has the chance to repent. 

"I don't know if I can ever make up for all I have done. I don't even deserve your kindness. This is more than I expected from you, Beau.'' He manages this awkward smile but for the first time, I feel it is sincere.