Sudden courage

Darrien. 

Kissing him is not enough.

Being as close as I am to him is not enough. 

I want to melt into him, I want us to be one. I want to be in his head, I want to be in his heart. I want to taste every fibre of him. My mind is in a fog, he is lying down on his back, naked and I have never wanted anyone as much as I want him. 

A thought came to my head. if this doesn't count as the mating ritual and we have sex, there could be repercussions. I want to have sex with him—hell, I am going to have sex with him. My soul already craves this intimacy with him. there is no going back from this and I think we both know that. 

Jabi bites his lower lips and closes his eyes. My heart thuds against my chest as I watch him and his act of seduction. I don't even think he knows what he is doing. This is not some planned out action, he is not even trying, and he is driving me crazy.