What's this? Meng's perspective?
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"I love for these moments," said Meng with all the love she could manage. In fact, for everyone that wasn't Kat she had actual hearts in her eyes that were beating in time with her own. It was a cool effect. An intentional effect that Meng was playing up for affection, but only partially. Bing and Feng weren't looking, Kat couldn't see it. It was basically just for herself.
"Don't you mean, 'live' for these moments?" asked Kat confused.
"Oh, well, that too," said Meng with a dismissive wave, "but honestly? Living is easy, loving is much harder. As a cultivator, if I just wanted to live I could find some place in the ground, seal myself up and meditate for a few hundred thousand years, maybe even a million if I got lucky. It's barely living, but I would be ALIVE.