MBHH 49
Chapter 49
Part 49
Day thirty-two 3 THE END
Sam's POV
They all leave and me I went to my car to go on our favorite spot of my fake boyfriend kevin this is it I can do this.
Oh if your asking if i have a special feelings for him well i don't know or more like i don't have? this is just a game for me you know i just want him to suffer for breaking Elsa's heart and i will end this now for good so that I wouldn't be afraid or confused again about my feelings that shouldn't be alive.
Minutes fast I'm here now at the park when we first met purposely plan on.
I saw him sitting in a swing while staring at the sky hmmp
"Hello?"
He turn his head and i was shocked when i saw him crying and my smile goes in a worried face
"W-what happened?"
Then go near at him and stand in front of him then he stand infront of me too now his staring at my eye's with a lot of emotions that I only see is hatred, sorrow and hurt
This is not me why I'm so worried to him I should be happy because his now crying like what Elsa did when this guy break her heart, why half part of me are so concern to him.
*dug dug dug*
What? Why ? My heart suddenly pound fast why? what's wrong?
"Y-you know what i feel? ... I feel betrayed by the person who I already love ..." H-his crying so fast and he said betrayed who is that me or one of his family he didn't love me right? 😢😢
I stand still to where i was standing while searching in his eye's the problem ..but i can't see anything it's only hurt and angry
"...I love you...but you can't love me back i know..."
Waaa did he know already ...h-how?
"...if you want to hurt me you shouldn't came into my life you should have hired a man and ask them to beat me hard *sob* so that I shouldn't have love you more than I love myself *sob*... i know i hurt your friend *sob* i just can't love her back because i don't want to feel inlove or to love someone but you've teach me to love and the worst part is you teach me without you knowing it to love you more than I love myself *sob* and you thought me that loving someone with all my heart will make me happy, that its so good to be inlove-"😥
"K-kev i-"
Why its hurting me physically and emotionally why? i should be happy right because I already get the revenge that Elsa wanted and we all get what we want but why I'm feeling this way?
My heart suddenly feel broke when he say all those words to me and why I'm crying this is not me when it comes to our friendship deal or game.
"...you should told me that this is all not true even our relationship and you should have tell me that you just need a fake relationship so that I shouldn't learn *sob* to l-love you right , now you see me hurt ... DAMN IT DON'T CRY *sob* you make me fool, now be happy we should celebrate and if you want I'll accompany you this is BULLSHIT..."
he turn around and pulled his hair I admit this is hurting me big time ... I don't want this to happen but no one dared to back out this is us even from the start eh this is our game and what we all want is to take revenge to all the guys who will or who have hurt us and this is what makes us happy after being hurt even if it has a payment but why am I not happy right now why am i not okay from the start that I planned on this game that we already plan to break his heart now but why am i not happy??
"...BULLSHIT IT HURTS ME BIG TIME NOW I EXPERIENCED IT DAMN IT SHIT THIS-"he turn his eyes on me "- I didn't said that you should fix me, what I need you to do is be with me and love me while im fixing myself... that's it *sob* "
"S-sorry i-i k-know *sob* i-it's m-my f-fault *sob* s-sorry ..s-sorry *sob* "😭😭
"You should have KILL me instead of this " then he start walking away to me, why am I feeling hurt big time, I was just staring at him walking away from me.
" *sob* s-sorry *sob* s-sorry"😭
I don't want this anymore it hurts me a lot why am I like this I didn't love him right so why am i acting this way, feeling hurt??...
Not everything can make a bet in every game because it is so painful that they can't stand it anymore and pass it to others because as they bet, the pain will leave you alone on the road because they are afraid of being fooled and others will try so hard that they will slowly destroy you as they run away from you ...
Love must go on but if you find pain this goes END...😭😭
...
I'm wasted... still sobbing in my car.
"*sob* ...*sob* *huhuhu*"
I wipe my tears but my eye's are still swollen for crying about 3 or 4 hours and I didn't remember driving home... I guess I still have luck because I got home without accident. I also didn't remember driving if I can see the road with my eye's tears.
I enter in my home... I guess my home means to my real home.
"Oh my god" I saw mom got scared and surprised when she saw me.
Tears start to flow down my cheeks again and I sat in the floor because I can't feel my body anymore.
"My god baby... what's happening?" I can't answer my mom
"Huhuhuhu"
"*sob* *sob*...*sob*"
"HONEY" I fainted without me knowing it
Angel Samantha POV
"*sob*"
"Hon stop crying now... that wasn't good for your health and for the baby" my husband has been making me stop to cry... but I just can't my poor baby girl was so wasted and we doesn't know why because she's been sleeping since yesterday night and it's already 10 in the morning but she's still not waking up..
Our family doctor said she just need to rest because of so much pain and stress that's why she fainted and I don't have any idea of where will she get all those pain..
"I'm such a bad mother...I didn't even know what she's been through *sob*"
"Hon for sure ...she'll tell us when she wakes up okay... stop crying now"
I stop crying and just hold my baby's hand... I didn't do all of this for her to live a normal life but seeing her like this... maybe my decisions was all wrong. I shouldn't have let her live how the other teenager live.
"I'll just get us a food okay hon" I just nod at him... my husband didn't go to work for today because his so worried to me especially to our princess.
"Mommy's so sorry for not giving so much attention to you my baby.... I'll promise mommy won't missed anything this time... just wake up baby I want to know everything "
....
I fell asleep... when I didn't see my daughter in the bed I stand up and saw blanket in the floor... maybe she put it on me but I didn't get it I just hurriedly go downstairs to look for her...
"Baby?"
"Baby?"
"Mom... stop running" I heard someone in the dining table so I hurriedly go there and straight to my princess and hug her so tight.
"Baby I was so worried"
"Sorry mom... I didn't disturb you on your sleep because I think you need to rest a lot specially your pregnant"
"I wouldn't rest long if you still didn't woke up" I sat on her side
"Hon she's already fine don't worry too much... your making us worried too much to"
"I know I just can't help it" then fix her hair
"You should eat now mom... dad told me you missed lunch"
"I can't eat earlier, without you"
"My mom is being so kid again... even if she's already carrying a child tss"
"Told you princess"
"Hahahaha" I can now see her smile but there's still sadness in her eye's
My daughter is going through so much pain and I can't do anything but to trust her until she said everything.