B2 Chapter 11

Dear Mrs. Dale Barber,

You look so beautiful on our wedding day.

I never got to tell you that.

But you did.

I probably looked constipated trying to stop myself from crying at the sight of you on your wedding dress.

But I noticed a sadness in your eyes that day.

Malungkot ka ba dahil hindi si Marco ang pakakasalan mo?

Ang dami kong tanong sa isip ko.

Was I really not enough for you?

Ayaw mo na ba talaga sa akin?

I wanted to stop the wedding.

But I guess my selfishness took over me.

I wanted you to be my wife.

Even if it means you don't love me.

At pakikisamahan mo lang ako dahil pinakiusapan ka ng dad ko.

Para sa company namin.

You couldn't even look me in the eyes while saying your vows.

Was it really that difficult?

I guess it affected the way I treated you after the wedding.

Lalo na nung nakita ko kung gaano mo kahigpit yakapin si Marco nung nagpaalam syang babalik na sya ng Italy.

Wedding day natin pero umiiyak ka dahil sa kanya.

Nasaktan ako.

Kaya I wanted to hurt you in the same way.

Binalewala kita at ginamit ko na naman si Lexie.

Sa tuwing naririnig kita na kausap mo si Marco sa telepono, nasasaktan ako.

Without knowing na ako ang dahilan kung bakit palagi ka nyang tinatawagan para kamustahin.

Oo, nakausap ko na si Marco and he told me the truth.

Ang tanga tanga ko!

At maling-mali ako for hurting you.

Sorry for realizing it too late.

Nasaktan kita dahil sa kaduwagan ko.

I hope you can still forgive this fool who hurt you.

Because I promise, from now on, this fool will only be

Yours,

Edward

PS Day 11 of missing you

Present

Napalunok ang lalaki sa sinabi ni Dale.

"Stop it love!" paanas na sabi nya.

"Stop what?" maang-maangan na tanong ni Dale sa lalaki.

"You know what I mean love. I won't be able to concentrate on my work if you keep talking like that."

Tumawa ng nakakaakit si Dale.

"Ayaw mo bang gawin ko yung sinabi ko sa'yo? Mamaya...sa kwarto natin...with me wearing..."

Napahinto si Dale nang marinig na may kumatok.

"I have to go! See you at lunch! I love you!" at in-off nya na ang tawag.

Napabuntong-hininga na lang ang lalaki at inadjust ang pantalon nyang medyo sumikip.

Sira yata ang aircon ng office nya.

He pushed a button.

"Good morning sir..."

Hindi pa tapos magsalita ang nasa linya ay nagsalita na sya.

"Can you come here to my office and fix the aircon?