[Dream III]
I'm in my room, listening to Heartbeat by BTS
I wish that you would love (love) me (me)
Eoje-cheoreom dasi i-son nohji malgo
And every time my heart (heart) beats (beats)
Bal majwo-bwa dasi doneun hemaeiji anhadorok
And it sings me to sleep...
"Xy" My Girlfriend call me
"Yep?? Why Sophie??" i asked
"Uhm, nothing, gusto ko lang sana gumala, tara sa Park??" She said
"Sige, wait suot lang ako ng Hoodie"
And i picked my Favorite Hoodie, and her favorite hoodie of mine as well
Sinuot na namin yung Earphones ko at inilagay sa tig-isang tenga namin
Lumabas kami na magka-holding hands
She's holding my hand so tight, at naka sandal ang ulo niya sa braso ko habang naglalakad
"Bakit mo pala naisipan mag-park?" Tanong ko sa kanya
"Wala lang, namiss ko lang sa playground" sagot niya sa akin
"Sa bagay, maski ako namiss ko na rin, daan muna tayo sa Coffee Shop, bibili lang ng snack natin doon" sabi ko
"Sure"
Nag-tungo na kami sa Coffee Shop, na kung saan ako nag-t-trabaho
"Hello, i can help you here" bungad sa akin ng kasamahan ko sa trabaho
"Hello Dean!! Hello Sophie!!" Tawag kay Sophie at sa akin ni Johan na gumagawa ng sandwich for other customer
"Hi Dean, what can i get for you" tanong sa akin ni Lobi na kasamahan ko rin
"Sophie ano gusto mo??" Tanong ko sa kanya
"Uhm... Medium Chocolate Creamy Chill with Chocolate Chip on top, tsaka two Blueberry Donut" sagot ni Sophie sa aking tanong
"Yeah, uhm, Lobi, i would like to get what she said, and for me i would like a Large Blue Raspberry Slushy, and uhm..., a three Cinamon Pockets and a twenty pack of Mini Donuts, and for the mini donuts i only want the Berry flavored only"
"For Sure Dean, okay that would be 15.25$ Dean" sagot sa akin ni Lobi
I-tinap ko na yung Debit Card ko for payment, and we leave the Coffee Shop as soon as our orders was served
Habang nag-lalakad kami lalong humigpit yung kapit sa akin ni Sophie
"Hey, what's going on with you?? Okay ka lang ba??" Tanog ko sa kanya
"Nothiing!! I just feel like Hugging you hard, kasi sobrang miss kita" sagot niya habang naka ngiti sa akin
"Mag-kasama tayo sa Apartment Sophie, magkatabi tayo lagi matulog, miss mo parin ako??" Biro kong tanong sa kanya
"Oo naman why not?? Every minute without you feels like eternity" sabay ngiti sa akin
"Aish ikaw talaga, tara na, tanaw ko na yung playground oh"
Nag-patuloy na kami sa paglalakad at naupo na sa favorite place namin sa playground
Swing
"Tara kain na tayo Sophie" aya ko sa kanya
"Uhm, actually Xy, may gusto ako sabihin eh" nag-aalangang sagot niya
"Sure, sabihin mo na" sagot ko habang nakangiti
"Ano kasi eh, I'm breaking up with you"
Napatigil ako sa pag-inom ng Drinks ko at Tumawa
"HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! Ikaw nga Sophie wag ka mag-biro ng ganyan" tawa ko pero deep inside nasaktan ako
"No, I'm Serious Xy, I'm Sorry, I'm Breaking up with you"
"But why?? I mean, why break up with me all of the Sudden??" Tanong ko na medyo maluha luha na
"It's all my Fault, sorry"
I wish that you would love (love) me (me)
Eoje-cheoreom dasi i-son nohji malgo
And every time my heart (heart) beats (beats)
Bal majwo-bwa dasi doneun hemaeiji anhadorok
"Explain it please Sophie, bakit naman biglaan, paanong kasalanan mo, paano, bakit?!" Tanong ko na umiiyak na sa kasagutan
"Kasi alam ko namang i kakasal ako sa Anak ng kaibigan ni Mama, pumatol pa ako sayo, sorry talaga Xy, di ko naman gusto na masaktan ka, di ko ginusto na mahirapan ka, kasalanan ko lahat, dapat pinigilan ko yung nararamdaman ko sayo dati, dapat dati palang hindi na ako na inlove sayo, sorry Xy, kasalanan ko lahat"
Lumapit siya at umiyak, inakap niya ako ng sobrang higpit, umakap na rin ako at humagulgol sa iyak
"Bakit naman kasi ganto Sophie, bakit biglaan" tanong ko uli
"Shh..Shh... mahal na mahal kita Xy, sobra, iniwan ko sila Mama kasi nasasakal na ako sa kanila, mas pinili kita kasi alam kong mas mapapabuti yung buhay ko sayo, kasi mahal kita eh, pero last wish na ni Mama eh, Xy may sakit si Mama, at gusto niya, bago siya mamatay, ikasal na ako kay James" sagot niya habang umiiyak
"Okay...okay... I believe in you... pero please... give me a week to spend with you please... i love you so much... i can't... i can't live without you... please... just give me a week to spend with you... and i will let you marry that man... please Sophie.." pag-mamakaawa ko kay Sophie
"Sorry Xy, pero hindi ko na mabibigay yon, babalik na ako sa Philippines tommorow, sorry talaga Xy" sagot niya habang umiiyak
When you hear my heartbeat baby
You give me a new life you give me a new birth
I feel you're heart beat away
I've been losing my mind I've been craving my shine
"Sophie... bat naman ganto..." naiiyak kong sabi
"Sorry Xy, it's my last day today in Canada" sagot niya rin sa akin habang humahagulgol
"Sige, Even if it's hard for me, sige i'll just Accept, but Don't you dare forget me Sophie, I will love you til' my last Breath, I will love you til' the last Crow turns white, I will love you til' all of the Bears, turn to a white Winter Bear, our favorite, I will love you until my Last Breath" sagot ko sa kanya na pabulong
Lalo siyang napahagulgol dahil don
"Aish... last day mo na pala, let's spend this Night, happy, para atleast kahit umalis ka, alam ko sa sarili ko na ako yung huling nakapag pasaya sayo dito, ako yung huling napasaya mo dito, at itong swing na to ang naka kita ng lahat ng yon, okay, i love you Sophie" sambit ko sa kanya
At hinalikan ko ang noo niya
We just spent that night Looking at the Sky, counting stars, until a Comet starts to show, and then a particular lyric also played
"I wish that you would love (love) me (me)
Just like yesterday again, without letting go of this hand"
After that Comet, we went home and sleep
As we wake up, she is ready to go, hinatid ko siya hanggang sa dumating yung Cab na sasakyan niya papuntang Airport
"Mahal na Mahal kita Xy"
And Her lips Crashed mine
It's our first Kiss together
"I gave you my First Kiss, because you're the Most Special Guy to me, no other else than yo—"
I Quickly grabbed her and crashed my Lips again with her
"I will really miss you Sophie, til' we meet again" sabi ko sa kanua habang naiiyak
"Til' we meet again" sagot niya sakin
At sumakay na siya sa cab, habang pinapanood ko ang pag alis niya ay niresume ko ang last music na pin-lay ko na kasama si Sophie
And I know me before you I was a ready-made me
But you designate me and you resume me
I'd be calling your name in this universe
(Now I need no space)
I got universe, done
That part was stucked in my Head, my System, and my Heart
Til' we meet again Sophie
And then i woke up...
With my face... wet because of tears...
And the Heartbeat is still playing
It's just a dream... but my expressions feel so deep and real...