Dreaming

*Jisoo's POV*

"Jin, I stayed by your side because I like you. I like you a lot, so if you ask me to kiss you again I won't hesitate to give you a proper kiss."

I watched as his eyes widen in shock and it fluttered. He opened his mouth to say something, but nothing came out. I knew what he wanted to say. A sad smile spread across my lips and before he could rip my heart open, I let out a loud laugh.

"Hahaha! You should have seen the look on your face Jin! Hahahaha.. It was hilarious!"

I continued to laugh until tears of sadness streamed down my face.

"You-You were just messing with me?!" He quickly grew upset with me. He let out a sigh of relief and I let out another giggle, but the tears didn't stop flowing.

"You started it with your pouting and kissy lips," I mocked him doing the exact kissy face and noises he made earlier.

"Shut up. I thought you were serious Minji."

I grew quiet. My heart still beating rapidly from my confession. I swallowed back the tears and lump in my throat.

"What if I was serious? Would you be able to trust me and love again?"

"Stop it Minji. I'm not going to fall for it twice in a row."

I let the tears resume down my face. My poor achy heart was throbbing. It felt like the small muscle had grown ten times the sizes and I could hear every beat pounding away. It kept calling for Jin to hear the sincerity in my words, to hear that everything I had just confessed were true, but he didn't hear it. He didn't hear how loud it was calling his name.

"You caught me Jin. I won't joke around with you anymore. Now let's go back to your room before the other nurses grill me for letting a patient wander the hallways this late at night."

I backed away from him and wiped the droplets away before helping him up and escorting him back to his room.

Once he was tucked in I told him I was going to clean up the mess we made earlier from eating together. I turned around, but he caught my hand in his. He gently tugged at my hand and patted the side of his bed for me to sit. I followed and sat next to him. He didn't let go of my hand but instead sat up in bed and leaned in closer to me.

"Can I have a hug?" 

My arms automatically open up for the male and made its way around his neck as he snaked his around my waist resting his head on my shoulder and breathing into my neck.

"I know I've thanked you more than enough today, but still... thank you for making me not think about Tae and Sunni, even if it was only for a minute. I'll continue to forget a little every day, but when it hurts, can I hug you like this?"

He sniffled into my neck letting me know that he was crying once again. I nodded and he tightens his grips and starts to full out sob into me.

I silently cried along with him as the night grew darker. He wept and held me for a long time before I felt his tight grip loosening on me. His sad cries into my neck soon turn into light even breaths. I realized he had fallen asleep in my arms.

His body suddenly felt heavier as he leans more into me, but I refused to lay him down on the bed, at least not yet. Just a little more. I want to hold him a little bit longer, not knowing when I would be given another chance to admire his handsome face this close to me.

After a long while of holding Jin, I felt like my arms were going to break off any second. Afraid that I might drop or hurt him because of my weak arms, I lightly laid him back down onto his bed. I tried to slowly break away from his embrace, but he suddenly tightened his grips once more.

"Don't leave me..." he silently whispered to me and pulls me closer to him refusing to let me go. His face was scrunched up and pain could be seen upon his face.

"Jin.." I calmly called out to him trying to wake the sleeping man. I was worried that he might be having a nightmare.

"Don't leave me Sunni..." He nuzzles deeper into my arms still clinging dearly.

My heart broke. He was dreaming about her. Once again, he has mistaken me as Sunni. So I did what I first did when he kissed me and called me Sunni.

I got into bed with him and carefully adjusted us so that we both could be comfortable. My right arm became his pillow and he cuddles deeper into my chest. I wiped away his tears with my free hand before landing another kiss onto his cheek.

"I won't leave you Jin."

A small smile spread across his face before his face becomes calms and he falls deeply asleep.

"Good night Jin."

I closed my eyes to let the tears that had built up fall. And before I knew it, I had fallen asleep alongside him.

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*Jin's POV*

I opened my eyes and saw that I was standing alone in a white room. The walls were white, the door that locked me in was white, and there was a white bed sitting in the middle of the room. Trapped inside with nowhere to run, I started panicking.

The voice of Namjoon echoed repeatedly throughout the entire room.

'Taehyung and Sunni are together now. They are dating and probably won't be coming to visit you.'

I shook my head violently trying to get the repeated voice out of my head.

'Taehyung and Sunni are together now...'

I grip my head and fell to my knees.

Stop...

'Taehyung and Sunni are together now...'

I closed my eyes tightly shut.

'Taehyung and Sunni...'

Please stop...

'Hyung...'

I looked up to see Tae kneeling next to me.

Taehyung?

'Hyung... Sunni is cheating on you... She is cheating on you with me...'

I watched as the side of his lips curved into an evil smirk and soon his face changed into Namjoon's and those words repeated once again through his mouth.

'Taehyung and Sunni are together now...'

I shut my eyes once again and covered my ears. I don't want to hear any more.

'Jinnie?'

I instantly opened my eyes to see Sunni sitting next to me. She was in a black dress and had her arms wide open waiting for me. I wrapped my arms around her waist and begged her.

"Don't leave me..."

I gripped her tightly, never wanting to let her go. She smiles so sweetly at me. Her arms secured around my neck.

"Jin.."

There were two voices colliding into one as she called my name. One was Sunni's and one that sounded like her voice... The one voice that seemed to calm me down everytime I hear it...

"Don't leave me Sunni..."

She broke away from the hug and I couldn't see her face clearly anymore... Her nose and eyes were blurred out, but I could see her lips. They were pink and looked oh so soft. She puckered her lips into a kissy pout and lands a kiss onto my cheek.

The women now in front of me was wearing a white nurse uniform and I couldn't see her face anymore. No matter how much I blinked and rubbed my eyes, I couldn't see it clearly.

I tried to call out to her name, but my voice wouldn't make a sound.

"I won't leave you Jin."

The women held her arms open for me and as I smiled genuinely at the known but faceless women. I wrapped my arms around her and felt protected and safe in her arms. She had become someone important in my life. Someone who cared for me during my worst time. Someone who saw me at my lowest and yet choose to stay. Someone who I don't think I would survive without anymore.

"Thank you Minji..."

To Be Continued...