Darkness Of My Own
In a hole with no one by my side
In a room so dark and empty
So scared, I was blind
By my mistakes, doubts, and insecurities
I was chained down like a prisoner in jail
Trapped in my own head, drowning in darkness
Try and try to escape yet always fail
Dying inside, ever so endless
The tiniest spark of hope and light
Were easily estinguished by fear of rejection
The darkness has swallowed me, I lost my fight
Killing myself slowly, my own destruction
[End]
"Darkness Of My Own"
By: MysticalGalaxy14
[9/7/18]
We had to write a poem about anything for Reading. This happened.
I was struggling to adjust to the new pressure and stress I was feeling at the time. I was sleep deprived, tired and is dying with school works. I was feeling lower than I have ever felt, little did I know it was only the beginning.
Writing this after the last day of school and I just gave up. I sometimes even have random mood stikes where I just feel useless and numb and dead. idk anymore.
Hope you enjoyed?