Chapter Eleven

             I'm in the night club, still wearing the shirt I bought earlier. Kakapasok ko lang at umorder na ako agad ng maiinom. Ano pa ba ang gagawin ko sa club ng mag-isa?

             I was just looking at the other people again when I saw Tyler not far from where I was sitting. He's with a girl. They're flirting and stuff while his friends are talking with the other girls. Hindi ko alam pero bigla ata akong na-trigger ng makita ko siya. Gusto kong ipakita sa kanya yung suot kong shirt. Afterall, it was inspired by him. Baka sakaling magustuhan niya.

             Tumayo ako mula sa kinauupuan ko saka pumunta sa dance floor. I started to dance with the crowd. Nagsimula namang nagsilapitan ang mga lalaki sa akin. Hindi ko na sila tinanggihan pa. What now? Mukhang wala na naman akong dahilan para mag-inarte.

             Sinadya kong lumapit kung saan sila nakaupo. I sexy danced with the guys.

             "Nice shirt." anang lalaking kasayaw ko.

             I smiled seductively. "Thanks." sabay trace ng labi nito gamit ang daliri ko.

             Nilagay niya ang isang kamay sa likod ko kaya naman napakislot ako. He started to grind on me. I've seen this a couple of times before. I know exactly how to do it. I started to move with him. I wanted Tyler to see. Umikot ako patalikod sa lalaking kasayaw to see him. The moment I look at his direction, he's already looking at me. I smiled. I can play too. I wanted to play too.

             I bit my lower lips when the guy put his hands on my butt. I really don't care about anything more than Tyler's attention. I wanted him to see me wild. That's how he likes it. I feel high as hell. Earlier, I wanted him to avoid me but now I want him to notice me. What's up, Ken?

             I made my moves more seductive. I didn't take my eyes off of him. Gladly, he didn't too. I can feel something burning inside him. Nakatingin na lang siya sa akin at binalewala ang babaeng kasama niya. That's it, baby... You're only mine.

             Tinanggal ko ang pagkakatali ng buhok ko. I saw him swallowed. Bumaba ang tingin niya sa akin at ng mapansin ang nakasulat sa shirt ko, he smirked... No, more like a grin. He's so sexy, I'm so aroused right now. Bakit di mo pa ako lapitan? Putangina.

             Binaba niya ang hawak na wine saka tumayo. Napalunok ako ng makitang maglakad siya papunta sa gawi ko. He looked serious. He's eyes are darker than usual. I was so full of desires. He became hotter than the first time that I saw him. Bakit ngayon ko lang napansin toh?

             Napasinghap ako ng hinila niya ako mula sa lalaking kasayaw ko.

             "Hey bro what the hell is wrong with--"

             Hindi natapos ng lalaki ang sasabihin ng mabilis akong niyapos ng halik ni Tyler. I can't help but smile. Got ya. I know he can't resist his first virgin.

             Dahan dahang naglakbay ang mga kamay ni Tyler sa katawan ko hanggang sa sumampa iyun sa pwet ko. Nilamas lamas niya iyun while we're kissing... Almost like eating each other.

             Narinig ko ang mga kaibigan niyang naghiyawan. Damn it. I want him. If he wants to play then I will play with him. Naibigay ko na ang sarili ko sa kanya. Wala na naman sigurong dahilan para mag-inarte pa ako. I should just ride with it... I just need to be careful while my parents are around. This is only temporary anyway. Heaven in La Paraiso.

             "Key." aniya sa kaibigan niya. Andito kami sa harap niya ngayon. Hindi ko man lang napansin na naglalakad na pala kaming dalawa. He's kissing my neck while asking for the key. "Give the goddamn key to me." aniyang tila naiinis na. Ang babaw ng pasensya. Tsk.

             Binigay ng kaibigan niya ang isang susi. Hindi ko alam kung para saan iyun. Napahiyaw na lang ako ng bigla niya akong kargahin. We look like a newly wed dahil sa style ng pagkakakarga niya sa akin. Nilibot ko ang mga kamay ko sa leeg niya. While he's taking me somewhere, hindi ko mapigilang pagmasdan ang napakagwapo niyang mukha. I take back what I have said before... He's probably my type.

             Bad boy. Beautiful eyes. Pretty smile. Thick eyebrows. He's hot. Tingin ko ay may ibang lahing nananalaytay sa dugo niya. Mukhang foreigner naman talaga siya kahit yung mga kasama niya sa banda. I think they're all half bloods.

             Pinasok niya ako sa isa sa mga kwarto ng club. Inupo niya ako sa isang mahabang upuan na andun sa loob tapos ay sinara niya ang pinto.

             He looked at me.... Then at my shirt... Then at me. "Are you mocking me right now?" natatawa niyang tanong.

             Tiningnan ko ang suot ko. "I saw this in the souvenir shop." wika ko.

             Naiiling siyang umupo sa tabi ko. Hinila niya ako paupo sa kandungan niya. Nilibot ko ang mga kamay sa leeg niya saka marahas siyang hinalikan.

             "I don't think they're supposed to sell things like this... But I like it. Way of bragging."

             "Hmm... Sigurado naman akong mas gusto mo ang nasa loob."

             Hindi siya nagsalita sandali. Akala ko ay nawalan na siya ng ganda or what but his face was so serious. Hindi ko mabasa ang nasa isip niya.

             "I'm sorry about what I said earlier. I was just angry. I didn't mean to say that to you." aniyang hindi makatingin sa akin.

             "Let's just forget about it. I'm used to it anyway."

             Hahalikan ko na sana siya but he stopped me. "I was rude. I'm sorry."

             Huminga akong malalim. "Can we just forget about it? I really don't care. I just want to fuck."

             He smiled. "Don't get too excited, sweetheart. Let's take it slow. I will give you the nicest fuck, I promise you won't forget me after this."

             He started kissing me. I responded of course. His hands started to touch me all over. Huminto ang mga kamay na iyun sa likod ko. Binaba niya ang strap ng jumper na suot ko. Naramdaman kong dahan dahan niyang tinatanggal ang suot kong bra. Hindi ako makapaniwala sa kung gaano niya kadali natanggal iyun. I guess he's used to it. I wonder how many girls he already fuck. A hundred? He's too handsome and too horny. Of course girls want him.

             He started carassing my breasts. It felt so good. His hands are so warm. It fit in his hands like it was made for him in the first place.

             Bumaba ang isang kamay niya sa puson ko. Nang makarating sa mas mababang parte, he started to unbutton my jumper shorts. Nang matapos ay ipinasok niya ang kamay sa loob. He was so good. Hindi ko alam kung makakahanap pa ba ako ng kasing galing niya.

             "Be my fuck buddy, Tyler. I will do everything for you." bulong ko sa kanya.

             He didn't answer. Nagtuloy-tuloy lang siya sa ginagawa niya. Naramdaman kong parang may tumulos sa puso ko. Ayaw niya ba? I smiled sarcastically at the back of my mind. Of course, he don't want to. I'm an amateur when it comes to this. He just probably want to taste a virgin who is not a virgin anymore, anyway.

             I erased those thoughts in my mind for awhile and just enjoyed the show.