To Get This Job Done

Xu Mey felt like her brain stuttered for a moment, every part of her body went on a pause as her thoughts tried to catch up to her. Slowly, when Jun Li Na's words processed through her brain, her fingers jumped rhythmically, as if she was spasming. Then her legs gently folded and she was about to fall on her knees when Xin Qian stepped up to support her.

She felt like a marionette that had no control over this limp body anymore.

Her bowels churned and her tears slowly leaked through the corners of her eyes. 

Oh, God! Her heart cried out. Please, don't let this be true!

Her face was white as chalk in fear she felt. She repeatedly shook her head as if in disbelief. It was not that she couldn't trust Jun Li Na or Wu Wang's words, it was just that in her heart she felt it already, once she accepted this truth, she'll never be able to forgive herself.