Peyvitta. Seorang gadis yang memilih menjalani hidup dengan kesendirian, karena kebersamaan yang ia rasakan tak sesuai dengan kebersamaan yang ia inginkan. Mencoba mengubah apa yang ia rasakan pada masa lalu dengan mengubah semua sikap dan perilakunya. Hidup dengan bayangan masa lalu yang sangat buruk membuat Peyvitta mempunyai kebiasaan yang buruk. Peyvitta sering melukai dirinya pada saat ia kembali teringat akan bayangan masa lalunya atau pada saat hatinya kembali terusik. Bertemu dengan orang baru yang mencoba mengubah kesendirian membuat Peyvitta semakin muak, tapi... Tapi apa? Baca saja yuk ceritanya Bagaimana kebiasaan Peyvitta saat ia melukai dirinya dan bagaimana ia menjalani hidup bersama dengan bayangan masa lalunya? Semuanya ada di cerita. Happy reading.
World is full of sufferings. Look around you, everything pretty much messed up. And all of this is happening because of human nature. Human tends to do anything for himself, he can even harm others , atleast for surviving, So whats the best way for ending sufferings. In my view the only thing except meditation is being lonely. Sun shines so brightly only because it is alone. We sometimes make bad decisions for our loved ones which inturn harms us. Let me give here an example from my life. I learned there are no good friends or bad friends, there are just friends. And they undoubtly cheat you no matter how close they are to you. Atleast for surviving your closest person can betray you. Seems little harsh.Right? Believe me I learned to be lonely and it proved to be the best thing in the world.
Pain was all I felt , instead of falling to the darkness I started writting. Writting has become my light through the dark tunnel I call life. Join me to find out how I struggle with my depression and live life. I also post on wattpad do check it out if you want to https://my.w.tt/yUdK9Dtewab
Red hair, pale white, tattoed skin, and bad. Forest Young is a problematic troublemaker - the most feared student in school and is hailed as Lucifer's daughter. Mark Lee is a kind-hearted man who is willing to risk his life to change her. Two opposite personalities meet. Will these personalities clash and break them apart... or will it only make their feelings grow stronger?
how do you feel when you fall in love? helpless? selfless? willingly weak? what happens when you become so dependent on the person you love that his presence itself seems like a blessing? and what happens when that blessing is take away from you? love can be an illusion you live everyday, a realization of a dream.......and when dreams are broken, it's all but misery. * Sometimes I wonder why people matter and I wonder why they don't. Then for some unknown cosmic reason I start comparing that someone to something, as if a thing could ever replace a whole person...... A person with emotions and a small beating heart. A heart whose only purpose is to beat and pump blood but why believe in that lie when we could create a glorious truth of how it's only purpose is to love. To love an idea or an act or a habit or a thought but, mind me, but not a person. Why would I love you when I can love your voice? Why would I love you when I can get lost in your art? Why would I love you when I'm awestruck while watching you dance? I love your voice, I love your paintings, I love your dance but, mind me, I don't love you. Why'd I wanna love you anyways? Because your smile is sweet? Or because you're kind, courteous, loving, caring, because you call me and ask if I've reached home, because you're protective and not possessive, because you don't point out my flaws, because you hold me when I cry, because you'll be there if I die, because you dread the thought of my death......... because you love me? Sounds fair enough, me loving your art and not you for you loving my being. Right ? Know what? It doesn't feel fair when the tables are turned around. It doesn't feel good when I look in your eyes and I admire the way you talk and remember your voice and treasure all your insecurities and all you say is that my voice is beautiful. It doesn't feel good when you say you are ready to listen to my singing all your life because hell, that's not what I want. I want you to love me, stay with me because somewhere along the line you felt that connection to me, you felt that I have brought a different meaning to you life. Don't stay with me for your greed. Stay with me for mine. Because I can serve you with all my loyalty just for you're something very sacred to me and I don't expect the same from you because expecting would be a sin but.........love me. The day you'll love me for my sake would probably be the day when you'd be in true love. Till then, it's not you loving me.....it's you loving my ideas or my act or my habit or my thought..., But, mind me, you don't love me.
depression. What is depression, people aren't always gonna open up about it, and we know, so we don't even bother to ask anymore. this novel is about people and their depression, and it's mostly about the struggle they face every day
Poetry ••• Aimless. I guess that's what I am. There's no place I'd like to arrive at. So that makes me aimless. My feet start to ache. I don't want to walk anymore. I'm so very tired you see. I'm urged to keep on moving. Even if it's painful. I want to stop and ponder. Maybe think of where I'll end. What will happen if my feet grow roots. They usher me forward. Hands pushing against my back. I don't want to walk anymore. Upon this dusty path. My feet are dirty and tired you see. Good sir, please allow me rest. I'm urged to keep on moving. Regardless of my health. Since they push me to walk forward. I guess that I'll walk sideways. Aimlessly in the dust. I guess that's what I am. Aimless.
"It's alright. I'm right here." He said as he was desperately clinging to me, tears streaming down both our faces. Lillian is a quiet lonely girl that no-one notices until one day somebody does.She has struggles with an eating disorder and selfharm and when the popular bad boy notices her he is determined to repair her.