*Warning* The content of this book is very real. People who are sensitive to topics like suicide and depression should not read it or at least be very cautious. I also recommend going into the book with an open mind. *Important* I do not take this topic lightly, so I would never write about something like this if I had no experience of it myself. The content and different characters can be interpreted in different ways. There are a lot of metaphors and relations so it can be confusing sometimes. *Description* "I have nothing to live for or want to live for. My existence doesn't matter, even if I disappear, the world continues to rotate normally. Every day I search for a reason to live, for an answer to the question: "What am I looking for here, what is the meaning of my existence? We are accompanying a young man who has decided to die. But his suicide attempt goes wrong when suddenly a man in a suit appears and tells him his true fate. Even death didn't want him. As a last resort, he makes a deal with the man: before he can finally be redeemed, he has to help another human being, and all this in front of faceless people!? But who exactly is this man and what is it about the faceless creatures? Does he get his salvation or has his path to death just begun? This story is full of encounters and bonds fusing into a neverending tragedy... * Important* Before I bring out more chapters I need your help: feedback. Therefore I am happy about every opinion no matter if good or bad. Maybe such a topic doesn't belong here either but I want to try it at least. That way I can find out if it's just one shot or more than that. Because in my opinion, a book is only really good if there are different views on it. As an author, it would be boring if everyone had the exact same opinion. After all, discussions can be used to expand your experience and knowledge.* That's why the author's thoughts might be useful or mentally challenging, just give it a shot.