Lan Wangji: "Wei Ying. Where are you? Are you alive or dead? If you are alive, why can't I find you? If you are gone, why don't you reply my Inquiry?" Wei Wuxian raised his translucent hand to touch his Lan Zhan's cheek and stroke it though he knew the Second Jade of Lans wouldn't be able to sense it. "I'm right here, Lan Zhan. I am next to you. Always right by your side." What will you do when your beloved is neither dead nor alive? One minute you can feel him and the next you can't? This is the kind of torment that Lan Wangji has to go through. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* After falling into the abyss, Wei Wuxian doesn't know whether he is dead or is just in a coma. However, the one thing he knows is that one piece of his soul gets detached from his body and comes to reside in his beloved's room. During those bereaved sixteen years that Lan Wangji mourns for his beloved, Wei Wuxian's incomplete spirit form doesn't have the power that normal spirits do. So all he is capable of is watching the suffering of Lan Wangji during the absence of him. But this incident makes him realize just how much they mean for each other as he quietly looks from the side upon all the things Lan Wangji has been doing for his sake in all those years.