hoping thesaurus

After sacrificing his life for someone undeserving someone who didn’t even shed a single tear at his death he now finds himself regressing back in time. Just... emptiness. That was all she gave him in return. The person he had once begged for love rejected him time and time again. Now, he’s eighteen again. Looking at her face, a part of him wants to try once more. To fall in love again. To hope again. But no... He remembers the pain too vividly. Some feelings never change but sometimes, you have to leave them behind. After all, one life should be enough for such heartbreak. He’s made a promise: never to love her again. This life is his second chance. A chance to live for himself. But who would’ve thought... he wasn’t the only one who regressed? The ultimate black-heart curse is broken time has reversed. Avey: “Lucy... can we..” Tears glimmer in his eyes. Lucy: She stares at him blankly, her expression unreadable. Avey: “Can’t you at least give me one chance?” Lucian: Watches her silently, his thoughts a storm behind calm eyes. And what about the others who hurt him too his mother, his sister, his so-called friend, and of course... her? Will he give up on love in pursuit of peace? Or will the fear of pain stop him from ever trying again?