Review Detail of Eins_Mensch in Reincarnated at Level Two Million

I dropped after chp 35 he is a god among man and turned into some kind of hero persona? his past life of 65 years with personality just lost to that of a 10 year old without much impact? Rip Gary and the goddes efforts in preserving him... The plot is essentialy making a new character in a troubled world as a god among mortals because of his past life even though it has no active or obvious impact on him, and now sending him as a 15 year old into the world as hero in making which forces him to fight against his (kinda) evil sister, later the probably demons/the dark continent and since the goddes reincarnated him into another gods territory without asking/permissions he will probably have to fight gods later on,... probably ending with him at the top of power as some kind of superhero god, who has an idea of life because of his combat and generel life aswell as his experience on this journey. My conclusion, you cant even call it reincarnation because Gary isnt alive anymore and his original personality, memories and soul totaly dominated by a 10 year old in a forced way (since he had a hard life and still found joy in it, giving him a rather strong mind). I expected him to be reincarnated, try to find new love in his new life in his new family, lay low and get control over his absurd strenght and relax or be more retracted from his material life (because he had a hard life and had to digest the family death), but that could also be me influenced by the asian novels. However what remains standing, influenced by asian novels or not, that in my eyes Gary should be the one in control with his life, not be utterly dominated and used as foundation nojrishment by the plot armor protagonist Zell. That is not a reincarnation fanfic (since the reincarnator is "dead"), this is just giving a clever reason to make a OP af MC.