Review Detail of M_x_M in Bigoted Mr. Fu Lets Me Do Whatever I Want

seriously I dislike the mc for one she is one big hypocrite she was reborn wanted to make up for her mistake towards the ML lying to the ML hiding things about herself doing things for the ML but never tells expect the ML to know that she loves despite the fact that before rebirth she was bad to him so suddenly changing expecting the ML to believe in everything she says... she never says anything clearly expect the ML blind trust towards always confessing when the ML ain't in the right(drunk sick) hoping that he understand her but she doesn't even ask if he remembers or clarify but still ran away while being pregnant because the ML hide something from her always caring about other men... empathy sympathy friendships running to help them expecting the ML to understand once again with no explanation once the ML lost his memory because of gu poison... was close to another woman of course not intimate type but maybe as friends or family... always believing her... the mc was angry... I understand her but I don't at the same time... she is one with full of faults yeah by almost the end she was kissed by another man but didn't tell him because he will be jealous however... that's still lying why can she lie but the ML can't