Review Detail of NineTailsOfTheVoid in The Ultimate Support Character

I tried to read on, but at the end of chapter 16 and I couldn't take it anymore. the MC, despises himself on a level that makes me feel bad. Romance is literally complete rubbish, the girl idealizes it for a vision she had as a child, she meets him as a child and something happens that makes her lose the memories of any interaction with her. the mc realizes that he has parts of his memories blank and nobody explains anything to him about why or what happened to make this happen and the girl knows it and still does not explain anything and continues to idealize it to fit her vision. I drop the novel