Chapter One- Who I am?

First of all, I'm not introducing myself. I want to go to the start from the beginning of the story.

' love is not for granted, if you granted someone's true love, definitely you will lose your true love"

This is the theme of my past love story but not anymore. Totally I was in love with many boys in the past few years. But when it comes to my true love I found him five years ago. I hardly had a crush on him and he knew that after that we started our relationship. But it's not a relationship for me it's only a one-sided love story. I cared for him too much I loved him soo much even he did many worst things to me I bear up all his works because I loved him so hard. Totally I was thought he is the one for me but it's not.

One day he didn't text me but I didn't care that much because he always doesn't care about the texts even I sent many messages to him. But I waited it got one week, two weeks and three weeks. And I was like what did I do wrong to him? I was always thought that it's all my fault. I cried all the nights and begged God to give him back. I looked crazy. I couldn't even think about my life without him because I totally loved him more than I care about myself.

But it was ended without communication. After that, I never believed in true love anymore. I didn't have a crush either. Because I was soo heartbroken even my friends are all taken they told me to move on but I didn't. I moved on with his relationship but I am not moved on with the lessons that I learned from that relationship. I thought that true love never exists and no one meant it for me. I never had a relationship or a crush after five years of my past relationship.

And then,

He Came.