Dearie's question and Ayda's answer

"Can we calm down for a moment?" With Longinus leaving the tent, I could speak a bit more openly.

It wasn't that I didn't trust that man. By thinking calmly, I could see how he went for the extra mile in everything I asked him for. To this point, ever since the moment we met back at the foothold of the northern federation's capital, I have yet to be disappointed by him. But that didn't mean I could be as open with him about certain things as I could be with Dearie alone.

Simply because she was the only other person in this entire world if not in all the worlds I visited so far, that was aware of the existence of that bastard God.  By a stretch, Ayda could fall into that category as well, but her experiences with that wannabe God were limited to what she heard in my stories.

Thinking about it like that, even my relationship with Ayda couldn't compare to this randomly born relationship I had with Dearie in regards to knowing that bastard God.