Chapter 4

Human life is filled with desires. And there are some desires which we keep on brewing inspite of knowing that it can never be fulfilled. But life is always ready to surprise us with desired events at unexpected time. In my case, i was shocked rather than surprised!

I was dazed but had programmed myself to smile and thank the people who were wishing me. I was the most beautiful bride on the earth today, atleast that was what I was told. I have prayed for so many simple things in my life but have been struggling to achieve them. One casual desire after seeing a magazine - and here I am dressed in one of the most expensive attire and jewelleries on my wedding. How far can life ridicule me? I took a quick glance at my HUSBAND who was acting as if its the happiest day of his life. And why won't he? This marriage is just a deal for him which will end after 2 years. There was a time when my eyes were thirsty to see him. Now he is legally mine and standing right next to me but I don't feel anything . Strange!

I see aunt Veena chatting happily with my mother and grandmother. I was told that she is very lucky for her paying guests, as they get married within 2 years of their stay. And it seems i have broken all the records! Who would have thought i would get married within a year after shifting to her place!

Evening's reception was a star studded affair- renowned actors, authors, philanthropists, singers, entrepreneurs, politicians, industrialists and many others. I had met all these celebrities on a single day. This wedding reception might be the hottest topic in all social media platforms at present. What would be the scenario after two years? What all will be written about me? Oh My God, I don't even want to think about it!

The function and other formalities for over by midnight. Next was an important ritual - first night. Just like i had seen in dramas, I was 'pushed into' the royal suit with lots of giggles. Well, this drama will continue for 2 years and everything is going as per script.

The room was decorated beautifully - perfect atmosphere for a romantic night. I stood in front of the mirror.

He entered the room after few minutes and greeted me professionally. He was looking more handsome in that white kurta-pajama. I ended my train of thoughts then and there.

"You look tired". He said.

Why won't I? I couldn't even have my food properly. All i could do was just smile.

"You can sleep on the bed" he said and lied on the sofa. Even i wanted to sleep but how am I supposed to sleep in this heavy attire and jewelleries. The 'night gown' that i have in my suitcase will not be an appropriate thing to wear around him. It was termed as the best when my cousin gifted it to me. My tomorrow's attire is heavier than this one. What should I do now?

"There is a bathrobe inside " he said all of a sudden.

"Huh!" was the only response that i could give.

"Generally people find it extremely uncomfortable to sleep in such kind of clothes. I am one among them. So if you want, you can wear the robe." He stopped all of a sudden and then said "Well, you are free to decide!"

How did he know what i was thinking? Was i loud? No! Or was it because of his previous 'experiences'? No, i shouldn't judge a book by it's cover. Whatever it may be but his idea was good.

I am glad that I took his advise. Now all I want is to just sleep peacefully. I get inside the cozy blanket to doze off but a snore became the hindrance all of a sudden. Why God Why? How am I supposed to sleep now?

I sit in front of the dressing table. Am I doing the right thing? I ask myself inspite of knowing the answer very well. Now all I can do is to go with the flow.