Chapter 20 What to do?

Attention and affection have been shown to the future mother-in-law. The breath from Rina built an awkward heart.

Rina's face paled even more. Mrs. Susi put a blanket on. "Thank you, ma'am," Rina said very slowly and closed her eyes.

It's raining heavily outside.

Eza took a deep breath and then approached Rina. Eza roughly pulled Rina's arm then checked her blood pressure.

'Though you are very rude. Can't you just pretend you're good? My heart seemed to be out of place. The fireworks continued to burn and roar. Tar! Tar! Ta! Fills my chest,' said Rina from the heart.

"This is just an ordinary fever, Mom. You don't need to worry," said Eza then left Rina's room.

Rina tried to open her eyes when Eza came out of her room. Eza seemed to stop in her tracks.

"Let's pray first, Mom, later I will make a compress for her," said Eza, walking away with long strides.

"I pray first. Where's the 'mukena'?" asked Mrs. Susi then stroked Rina's head.

"It's already there, ma'am," answered Rina very slowly. Rina tried to close her eyes after Mrs. Susi came out of her room.

The sound of reading Surah Al Fatihah. Making him open his eyes, he didn't expect Eza to have a melodious voice.

'Why every single thing of you makes my love level up. Stop your feelings now Rina, not again. Help! You don't have feelings anymore, Ri, don't dream too much because when you wake up it will be painful. Conscious Ri, aware! Stop,' Rina ordered herself.

Rina felt restless and kept trying to close her eyes.

'Is this love or lust? Islam does not forbid love because love is a gift from Allah, in the sense of loving one another and loving one another.' Rina tries to assess her feelings, Intan's and Dirga's words suddenly appear and continue to fill her brain.

"Ah... Ah!" Rina covered her ears. Mrs. Susi immediately approached him.

"Why Rina?" asked Mrs. Susi worried about Rina's condition.

"Eh, headache. Ugh...." Rina looks hurt. Eza didn't care at all.

"Eza... hurry up! Where's the medicine or the compress?!" Mrs. Susi urged while gently massaging Rina's head. "Eza hurry!" he exclaimed.

Rina continued to squeeze her head. "Honey, be patient, you will get better," said Mrs. Susi, stroking Rina's head.

The moaning voice was very painful for his future mother-in-law. Rina heard her future mother-in-law cry.

'Oh my God, what should I do? This mother is very special,' said Rina to Mrs. Susi.

"Honey ... dear,  Rina must be healthy ...." Mrs. Susi sobbed

"Mom... Mom, it's stupid. She's just dizzy, that's natural. When Intan was in an accident, Mom was normal. Why is it only a fever, Mom is excited," said Eza as she squeezed a small towel and immediately put it on Rina's face.

"You are it!" Mrs. Susi glared when Eza was rude to Rina, Mrs. Susi immediately adjusted the towel and put it on Rina's forehead. "There's just a big difference in character," said Mrs. Susi, who showed her distaste with the girl of her son's choice.

"Mom, morals can be arranged when I become her husband," said Eza, who always favored her lover.

"Defend and refute your mother!" cried Mrs. Susi looking very annoyed.

Broken! Eza hit the table. Mrs. Susi's shoulders lifted and her eyes widened in surprise.

The pain in the heart is getting deeper and Rina can only hide her disappointment. 'Why am I still faithfully waiting for someone who doesn't have a heart? How stupid I am. ....' complained Rina in her heart.

Rina's sobs became. "Rina, sorry son, Rina...." Mrs. Susi looked confused. "It's because of you, Za! How can you be with sister-in-law!" Mrs. Susi scolds then compresses Rina with great care.

Eza paid no heed to her mother's complaints, and it sounded like she was talking on the phone.

'I cry because I hate myself. Why am I still expecting it? Rina stop! Don't cry either,' he said to himself.

"It's a shame to rest first," said Mrs. Susi. Rina nodded and held back her headache.

'My future mother-in-law is very kind and caring to me. It's just that what kind of husband will I marry? Dirga doesn't respect a woman at all. He wears women-like cloth. After using it, get bored and throw it away. O, Allah... O Allah... what will happen to them? Where are the innocent children taken by him? Oh Allah, will I marry an evil man? O Allah, do you still forgive him, if he repents, can I accept it? If I become his wife, can I allow him to sin again? Because I'm sure he'll get bored easily. Oh, God....' Rina thought as she closed her eyes remembering that her friend who is also her neighbor had to fight for her life and aborted her pregnancy because of her free relationship with Dirga.

"Rina, why do your tears keep flowing? Is it because of Dirga? Is Dirga evil? He is a good child Rina. The accusation from the neighbor is not true, rest assured dear ..." explained Mrs. Susi who still did not know her son's crime.

'Hold on Rina, don't cry. Naturally, Mother did not know. No one dared to hold the Dirga to account. Because Dirga has threatened any girl he has ever spent time with. I also don't understand why they can release their chastity for Dirga. Huh ... my head hurts more,' Rina said to herself and then massaged her head again.

"Does it still hurt?" asked Mrs. Susi in a tight voice.

"A little ma'am," said Rina very slowly. The rain outside is getting heavier. "Mom, there are lots of mosquitoes outside, there are electric mosquito coils and est ... er. Blankets, in the cupboard," said Rina thinking about Eza.

"By Allah, your mother's hope and Eza are matched. Is that possible Rina? It must be possible what is impossible if the Almighty grants it." Mrs. Susi stood up. Mrs. Susi's request was very surprising to Rina.

'Oh my God, do I have to believe it? Expectations from my future mother-in-law. I am very confused about this situation. Even though I am married to Kak Eza, my happiness is also not guaranteed. Wallahu a'lam," said Rina in her heart.

He secretly thought about Mrs. Susi's hopes. 'O Allah ... I also do not want to marry a man who indulges his wild cat to a female cat that is not halal. Hopefully, there will be a miracle. I hope you will marry me to Eza. Amen. Rina! It's so ridiculous. What if it doesn't come true? You're disappointed again. Crying again. But if he and I get married, will he be able to love me later?' Rina thought to herself.

Rina immediately covered her face with her pillow.

"Heh! Don't be like that! Your head is lower than your neck and back. It'll be hard for you to breathe! Here, have a drink." Eza continued to speak.

"I'm sure it's just my hallucination!" Rina muttered quietly and unclearly because there was a pillow.

Stress!

Rina was very surprised when Eza put away her pillow.

"Ch. I'm too lazy to see your face. Here, drink!" Eza said curtly as he put the medicine bottle in the drawer and left Rina's room.

"Ow...!" Rina shouted for pinching his arm.

Continued.