heart break 3

The term had drawn to a close and I was tagged and awarded second overall best student in the whole class. I was very excited because I was coming steps closer to actualizing my dreams.

one Saturday, I was washing plates in the kitchen when I heard my phone ring.

Ade please bring my phone for me, I called. few minutes later,Ade arrived clutching my phone in his hands. I hurriedly dried my hands on my jeans before I collected the phone and picked the call. it was an unknown number.

Hello..

Hi good morning, a male voice answered.

good morning I replied.

it's Jaiye from Ido market, the guy that helped you retrieve your bag from a thief about a month ago.

oh my God, my face brightened immediately. yes, yes, I remember now. thank you once again.

stop thanking me please, you are making me feel awkward.

okay.. I murmured.

we went on talking for some minutes before he finally ended the call.

For the next few weeks, Jaiye would call me everyday just to find out how I was doing. he even sent me some money to buy some books that I needed for school.

I soon realized that I was beginning to bud feelings for Jaiye and him for me apparently but I was cautious because I didn't want to make the same mistake twice.

I was already in Ss1 third term and besides once bitten twice shy. I didn't want anything that would distract me from my studies. I was having second thoughts about the whole thing until the day Jaiye asked me to be his girlfriend. I felt that I owed him so much that I couldn't say no. but I made my conditions clear, no sex, no kissing, no romancing only hugging for as long was necessary before I felt comfortable doing more.

we started dating and things were going smoothly. we went on our first date, second and many others after that.

Jaiye was a 100 level student in university of Abuja, Nigeria. he was reading mathematics. he had his own YouTube channel where he gave free maths lessons online. he was the ideal prince charming for most girls.

but you can't eat your cake and have it right?!

Jaiye and I were moving on fine in our relationship or so I thought.

Although he made several attempts to kiss me, I refused and explained to him that I wasn't ready. sadly that didn't go down well with him. the last straw that broke the camel's back was one fateful day. I was in Ss2 first term at that time.

apparently we had dated for a long time and I felt more comfortable with him.

That day, Jaiye came to my house to see me as usual. he brought some snacks and other goodies. luckily for him and myself, I was the only one at home. I served the snacks for us and we decided to watch a movie.

Halfway through the movie, Jaiye leaned in for a kiss.

I moved back and frowned my face immediately.

Jaiye what's this?! I told you I'm not ready.

just one kiss, he murmured and leaned in again closer.

No! Jaiye please stop and behave yourself. I told you that I am not ready.

I stood up immediately but Jaiye grabbed and wrestled me to the couch, his intentions were as clear as broad day light, he was aroused and wanted s*. my heart rate increased and sweat crowded my brow. I was the only one home and probably the only one in the whole compound. no one would hear me if I screamed, my eyes widened with fear. I tried reasoning with him.

Jaiye please don't do this.. I begged as I trashed underneath him.

he pressed his weight on me to immobilize me completely and reached into his pocket and brought out a pack of condoms.

I know you are just scared of getting pregnant and because this is your first time. I promise I'm going to go slow and you are going to enjoy it. this is the final stage of our relationship, for you to be completely mine.

no!! Jaiye please stop I'm not ready, I cried out and pushed against him with my hands but he didn't even budge.

He clasped my hands in one of his in an iron grip and used his free hand to grab my shirt. he tore it open with one tug and groped my breast.

you look so beautiful, I wonder how you will feel with me inside you.

Tears streamed down my face and I wriggled underneath him and screamed loudly.

nobody is going to hear you. Don't worry baby I promise you, the only enemy here is your imagination. it will only hurt for a second and the rest will be pleasure. today, you will finally become a woman.

Then he leaned down for a kiss after romancing my breasts for a few minutes.

seizing that opportunity, I used my teeth to clamp down on his ear and bit it hard.

shit! Shewa, he screamed letting go of me immediately.

Shewa let go, he shouted. arggh he screamed louder as I bit harder.

He stood up from the couch slowly with me as I continued biting.

if he moved too much, I could rip his ear off.

Shewa please.. he begged again, his eyes watering.

I let go of his ear and before he could even say a word, I slapped him hard on the face.

Get out of my house!! I screamed at him as he stood there writhing in pain.

you tried to rape me.. how could you?! I growled.

Shewa.. he took a step forward.

Don't you dare.. I snapped.

I picked up the vase on the centre table and brandished it in my hand.

I'm giving you 30 seconds to get out of here before I break your head with this vase.

1... 2.... 3...

Jaiye stood there staring at me with shock and disbelief.

you are crazy, you are a crazy girl, he screamed at me as he picked up his car keys from the floor.

you will never find anyone like me, he gloated.

4....

He turned around and left and I followed him from behind and banged the door loudly after him and locked it.

I slowly slid to the floor as tears poured down my face. I sobbed silently.

I had lost yet another boyfriend.

what was I thinking?! they are all the same.