The Sweetness of Bitterness

I wished it was different. I wish I had chosen not to go with him. If I knew he is like this, I will not even bat an eye at him. But why do I feel reassured with him? I know I still am a boy, but at least I have to be wary of him. But why his voice feels so soothing and calming? What... What am I supposed to do? ********** This is a story set in a fantasy world where dragons and other mystical creatures are around. This is a story of neither of them, but of a certain man in my life.